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Thursday, April 18, 2013
i'm so glad i didn't read nana (a manga) in school or when my siblings or mum is awake... why the hell is it such a tear jerker ? >^<|| man am i weird... i didn't even cry when my grandfather died, nor when my parents divorced, neither when i'm bullied or make fun of, i remain strong and calm throughout every single events (yes, i didn't even cried when i kena oil burns and some other injuries that leaves scars behind) but yet... i cried for a manga ? O_O it's all fakeeee... but man... it's so saddening... and it isn't the first time i cried for a manga... i cried too when reading one piece... too bad lots of other manga(even popular ones) didn't put in enough in their characters for us to cry for them...
Rants and complains written at 1:28 AM
 Friday, February 15, 2013
how can people believe or even trust in people that they didn't live their whole live with... ?
Rants and complains written at 1:35 AM
Sunday, February 3, 2013
O^O recently i found a freaking accurate thing that looks through anyone;s personality... i just need the birthday (exact to the minute), and the birthplace. :I
Rants and complains written at 8:45 PM
Friday, February 1, 2013
why am i such a coward ? can't i even walk for more than 30sec without opening my eyes ? JUST.... just stop being afraid. don't even think abt it. fear doesn't exist, it's simply ur own imagination. so, JUST. STOP. tsk...
Rants and complains written at 5:59 PM
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
why is it that i feel that living is soo meaningless. so what if you are getting better every day ? so what if ur drawing can sell for millions or even billions ? what is the point of all that ? wouldn't every single one of us die one day ? so why ?
Rants and complains written at 12:44 PM
Friday, January 25, 2013
lols. according to my horoscope, i was supposed to be a workholic, and what i say will always haf hidden meanings, and i tend to make plan my things tightly, and the moment i rest/slack, i tend to fall sick easily, and even if i got a day off, i'll spend that time doing something. ._. me no believe that. so i ask my mum. and then... she ask me how i feel when working in sheng shoing, and then i say, afternoon shift is okay, morning is pretty boring, and during cny eve, it was awesomely nice. i even smile without realising it (until someone asked me abt it). and she's like, "see? " and that i need to be really busy to on my switch, and the moment the switch is on, i'd be super crazy, doing every single god damn thing at the same time. :I i can't deny that i always plan until no time to rest, and i am always doing something. the only time when i slacked is when eating, or reading manga, or playing games. <- i got alittle addict >^<||| meh. the moment internet is gone, i'd start a massive spring cleaning. =_= it's kinda true that most of the time when i fall sick, it tends to be days where i finally finish doing every single thing. :< and yeah, my words always haf hidden meanings, even though i deny it :d hmmmmm... not much ppl can guess the meaning though. but that's becoz they dun understand me. ._. only my mum can guess what i'm thinking and what i wanted without me knowing o//o those horoscope videos are freaking accurate... i shld go watch more of them. when i haf time. :< and not when i'm rushing projects, like ytd. (why am i even here when i shld be rushing and finishing my projects right now ? )
Rants and complains written at 9:56 AM
Thursday, January 24, 2013
ahhhh... i wonder why doesn't LOVE exist in me ? ._. i mean, i knew this a long time ago, though i'm trying to fool myself. i knew that, to me, i treat things rationally, even if that person is someone i'm close with. i won't cry, and i find it hard to even smile and laugh. :< why am i so emotionless ? god damn it. whateva. back to doing project works :< still haf to do amg and hci, which haf to be submitted tmr, BOTH. :(
Rants and complains written at 11:46 AM
Friday, October 12, 2012
#%$#@%^@#%@% why on earth did i procrastinate so much... Q^Q i wanna do my project works, tidy up my stuff, wash my bags and stuff, BUT... i just can't leave google chrome - with all the tabs on, from not just my mangas, and also my games. ZzZz i'm seriously dead meat liao lor. project work, urgent -> 3D model of nami(from one piece), with texturing, lighting, etc, done. (just started modelling the head, and leave entire thing there... T^T the hell... my computer desk's a mess. so is my clothes for these past couple of weeks. i'm in a very bad mood too, since i think i gotten a haircut that doesn't suit me, and i gt kinda pissed off at that guy's laughter, esp when he keep laughing - or obviously holding back his laughter - or obviously being sarcastic just so it'll be over, when i'm choosing my new specs. i know i got bad tastes, so i'm ok if he laughs at that, but he also laughs at the designs my mum chooses, and those he choose. -_- kns. waste time sia. say so nice, that i like the design can liao, in the end still laugh like that, look so weird and want to criticise so much then u choose lah. #%@$#%!@%$@#2$@%#^ and in the end we go another spec shop, and this time say just take the one that u like, and get it, and now what ? say the specs design look like it's for rich aunties one. oi, come on lah, i know now the fashion is huge black plastic frames specs, but my small face doesn't suit those plastic specs, it look super weird. so obviously i'm left with normal metal frames, and i don't really like plain designs. i can't simply choose a baby pink plain frame like i used to do at this age, can i? (i actually tried wearing that a few years back, and everyone though i was recycling my old frames... ) god damn it. and i had a stupid nightmare not long ago too... u know, i'm afraid of mainly 3 things only, (1)bees/wisps , (2)darkness/blindness, (3)blood. and to think that my nightmare is full of the top of the list... and it felt so freaking real... and it's damn annoying that my sore throat, till so long, still haven't heal, F*ck up sia, i wanna eat my chocolate, and cook tons of things to eat like i usually do... my food all like going spoil liao sia. T^T this world... is so meaningless. if only virtual reality gaming came true, i'd stay in there and won't come out till i needed to... come to think of it.. i had a dream abt virtual reality recently... let's look for my fb post - coz i can't rmb much of it, u know how dreams fade from memories... what a weird dream... ... virtual reality is used for school - so that the students can freely explore what they want to do, and not get hurt in reality - meaning, let's say, a chemical explosion, etc. but dying in this virtual school means getting 15 levels deducted. levels are earned through experience, which is through the marks they gotten with the grades of tests/exams/critics/projects/etc, and the more stuff you did, even if lousy, you'll get more experience. there's this weird apple tree that'll produce golden apples, and the moment that virtual reality world has 3, it'll only produce normal apples. having the golden apples means that when the student holding it dies, their level wouldn't get deducted. ranking in school is decided through the level, and once the student reached level 100, then they can go for itp. it is an offence to kill somebody, unless they insulted the entire school (by school it means something like 'school of design', 'school of business', etc. , in which case, the people who's insulted can kill them and anyone who appears to have the same thinkings. so, those are the rules of the dream i had. and now the actual dream... :d we're getting a tour of a part of the huge virtual reality school (i can't remember why, but part of it is a factory, part nature, part playground - those huge climbing kind that can rarely be found), and the teacher suddenly say that there are 2 other schools in front, and they're playing some kind of spray snow game (you know, that thing for christmas), and that he'll allow us to go join in, though we have to return later to continue with it, and the whole group just disappear in a blink of an eye, except the teacher and some students, who walked in the same direction as those who disappear, but not run, so i sorta encourage them into running, and we appear at that area soon enough, and someone handed me a snow spray, in which i quickly start spraying at those wearing different shirts than me (dun ask me why, but apparently different school wear different shirt), for some reason they started using some kinda battle formation, and we simply just do what we want, though we're not losing in any way, and soon, one of them got fed up, and point at the box of english exam result and say that it doesn't matter if they lost or win, since in the end, their english is always better than ours. (they were distributing exam results - with the exam paper when the spray snow fight started), but it wasn't a direct insult, so i grab each of them one by one, asking them how big/important is english to them, and say that english isn't even that important to us, so long others can understand what we're saying. it wasn't long before quite a number of them insulted our whole school, and one of us yell killing time, and we took out weapons and started hunting them, and they're not strong enough to fight back, after all, quite a percentage of us are from the gaming course, and obviously we had play plenty of games where we fought against tons of monsters/players at the same time. the leader of their group has 3 golden apples, and thinking that the apple will prevent them from dying if eaten, i chopped of her head, and when she still moves, i chopped her mouth, and her hand. so they die, and went to the reviving point, which had a olden china design to it, and also, that's where the golden apples can be found. we ran there, and when they revived... i woke up... lols. ahhh.. damn it all. screwed up world. T^T if only what i imagine can and will come true, that'll be so much fun.
Rants and complains written at 1:38 AM
Thursday, May 17, 2012
You know, some time ago i overheard my mum on the phone, talking to someone about me... and then they got to how childish i am... then mum says, "she's not childish, she didn't realise it, but it's just that she doesn't want to grow up" i didn't take much notice then, but after thinking it through for quite some time, i realise... she's right... in fact, i don't remember a time when she's wrong about us. I was never childish before. in fact, i was more mature than most kids, when i was smaller, I seldom play around. i mostly read novels that was supposed to be for teenagers and even adults, sometimes i'd read manga/comics... It's only 2 of them per week though, unlike the 2-3 novels per day. instead of running home, playing catching, I'd walk while reading... the times when i watch tv was when my sisters is watching it, and when they wanted to go downstairs to play catching and wad so in the playground, i'd go with them... but most of the time, i'd just climb up to the roof of the playground, and enjoy the scenery, while watching other kids play, and smile gently, like how grandparents would when they saw their grandchildren runs around. I don't know when, but i became childish quickly, and it became worst as i grew. I was thinking, why doesn't my inner self wants to grow up ? was i afraid of something ? or did i just want a normal childhood of playing around ? if i was afraid of something, what exactly ? the responsibility that came with it ? or the huge lying bias world ? or perhaps...relationship L.O.V.E ? I don't know why, but i know, the day when i know why, will probably be the day when i'm not childish, and back the the me before.
Rants and complains written at 10:57 PM
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
procrastinating ... a new word i've learn a cpl of months ago. but something i've been doing since ... foreva ? and i wished .. it doesn't exist. yes : I AM PROCRASTINATING RIGHT NOW . i got projects to do ... but NOOOO . i procrastinate. T^T geez... what could i gain from this..
Rants and complains written at 3:48 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
zZz ... VAS nid a photo of me and my classmate .. now wad... i hated taking photos so i kinda doesn't haf a single one.. =.=||
Rants and complains written at 7:14 AM
>.< I was so damn scared for nothing... sunday morning i wake up and felt my left eye pain . of coz i thought nothing of it . i mean, i could accidently lay down on my phone or spec box which could cause that pain , right ? but, to my horror, the pain didn't subside and ... I FELT A LUMP ON THE LEFT SIDE OF MY LEFT EYE . at first i was so damn scared that it's that old thing again ... i mean , if it occurs again , i'll haf to face THAT again. THAT meaning... BLINDness ... for those of u who think nothing of it, imagine waking up like any other normal day and found out that YOU CAN'T SEE despite that ur eyes are OPEN . it's nothing like being blindfolded . at least u knew u'll be fine when u took it out . anyway. i faced that fear FOR NOTHING . coz ytd, the swollen part starts to unswollen itself . i mean, it still hurts , but not as much . and at least my dbl eyelid is back, which shows how much thickness has gone ... I WILL NEVER WANT TO FACE THIS STUPID FEAR AGAIN . but i knew i will . cause we all know my eye condition . having to see eye doc for the rest of my life is not for show . it's for IN CASE . one slightly wrong thing , and i'll really go blind FOR LIFE. NOONE COULD UNDERSTAND THAT FEAR . wad am i complaining abt anyway... i faced this fact for nearly 8 years . it's no big deal . WHO THE HELL AM I KIDDING ?!?!?! myself . i'll fool this weak heart of mine again and again . till it truly became fearless . i've rid myself of all but 4 fears . i shld be able to get rid of them . although they are the strongest fears. u could say they're something like trauma when young...
Rants and complains written at 6:55 AM
Sunday, June 19, 2011
opps... i haven't touch a single bit of project and hw yet... and I haf one week left... -.-||| nvm, i got off on tues and fri. thou shall chiong everything within 2 days !!! maybe go mac do ? coz at home got this little baby who would.........
Rants and complains written at 12:20 AM
i'm addicted to nyan cat... my brain can't stop 'nyan'ing ... ahhhhhhhh ... Nyan,Nyan,NyanNyanNyanNyan---------
Rants and complains written at 12:15 AM
Thursday, June 9, 2011
I think I had just make the whole class hate me again... well, they are two different class, but... to think i made the same mistake again... I guess to me internet is a place to whine, complain and so on , although to them, they probably could even imagine me whining.... since i always lock myself up, i guess no matter what, I'd had to have a place to trash out all my locked-up emotions ... I always said i'm 'stress-free' and everything, but you know what ? people who locked up their feelings will explode violently if too much anger and frustration is accumulated. so, b4 'exploding' i MUST throw ice in... but well... i guess, noone understand wad reply i wanted... juat that one single reply is like a strong huge hose spraying crusted ice on me... but then, only one person i knew is able to do that... yes, only her, Rui Xia... i.i...i....... all i nid was comforting words that slapped me to reality. but...to be able to do that, they must first learn to wake me up.which they didn't know... Haiz... ... It's nearly a year since i post anything here... well, alot had happened since then... -prelims -'o' levels -'o' cert -change of form teacher -me work in sheng shiong -then work in mac -got someone wooing me -and more... ohwell... ...
Rants and complains written at 12:52 AM
Saturday, July 24, 2010
hahas... had my hair cut on thus evening... finally,under the pressure of my mum ... it's concave,wif "fringe" opening at 1/2 of my left eye. the 1st 2 days the hair very wild... fri got a few funny reactions : 1)*stuns* *stares* u cut ur hair ? like isn't it obvious ? 2)wah ! new girl ? o.o i looked so different mehh ? 3)looks like some hairstyle from anime sia. er... doesn't almost all types of hairstyle appears on anime ? 4)ur hair becomes smoother after cutting nia. actually... it's becoz last time hair long, got aep + 1hr travel time,so only wash hair on weekends... then hair short so wash=fast dry... although still nid around slightly less than 1 hr to dry,since my hair's thick. 5)WAHHHHHHHHH !~~~~ this person yells too long :P 6)both hairstyle suits u sia ... dude.. of coz xD most decent hairstyles suits me :P prelims coming in less than 2 days... I GOT STUDY HOR ... although i did play com... and read comics... but i play com less than 1hr , read comics only when eating hor ... most time for studies is taken up by slp and houseworks... my sisters lor... dun wan to help one -.-" one only wans to wash plates and bowls and wipe table, another only wans to wash clothes BUT always slp until too late, no choice lor,i must wash,since clothes nid time to dry ... >< ps:my 2 sisters going to work part-time at KFC near my house nia... :P unexpected nia, i thought sure get rejected coz they only 14 and going 15... Zy very unlucky nia... her bday falls on my PRELIMS A.Maths paper 1 .. :P ermm.... anything else ? er... i dun think so lah :P
Rants and complains written at 8:32 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
so much things happened nia... firstly,i fall sick again... on 7 July... -.-" so sad right ? kip falling sick... this time 39 degree wor... maybe i shld realli consider wad my mum told me... since it's the first time in my memory that i fall sick 3 times in 2 months... usually is below once a year... (i'm serious. ) my mum told me that it's becoz my hair is "sucking" up all my nutrients, so i kip getting sick. (since not enough nutrients = weak immune system) ...so , i shld cut my hair... i've been thinking of cutting it for a long time, but i haf completely no idea wad hairstyle to cut.. i'm thinking of something short and simple PLUS no fringe. (i dislike fringe since it nids constant maintenance... i got "hang-over" over the next 2 day lor... =.=" although i managed to make my fever go down within 1day... the stupid Irfan go complain ms chua that i got high fever of 39 degrees... (he happened to saw my tem. when i took it) i was sent to sickbay -.-" i go in thr,slp awhile, want go toilet... then i know GO got toilet behind-.-" i've always thought that it's a small staff room :P i over-sleep until 2:45pm ... late by 30min :P (my free time gone liao)coz i can go home by 2:10... secondly,last fri got this TALK that we "MUST" go ... say wad will take attendance one,then also nvr take... make me w8 in school for 1 and a half hours wif nothing to do... (if it's not becoz of the library, it would become 2 hours plus a little) .. the STUPID school expects us to go home. and it COMPLETELY forgotten that we haf AEP till around 2 hours b4 that talk starts AND SOME OF US LIVES VERY FAR FROM SCHOOL . dammit lor... waste my time -.-"" THE WORST thing is that EVERY SINGLE darn THING that the talk mention and I must know, I KNOW IT SINCE SEC 1 LOR ... like we got nothing to do like that... still got housework and homework to do lor .. stupid school ... thirdly,last saturday got this investure thingy ... they tell me go,so i go lor -.-" reach thr 45min too early liao... shld haf stay at home longer,playing com... my 'cert' missing :P the principal gave me the wrong one nia... is Linda's one... -.-" i got mine later,after the whole thing end... the 'snacks' i think i eat too mani liao :P 4 siew mai and more than 10 of the custard tiny puff thingy... although i was full in the end, but i think i got abit sick eating too mani of those... fourthly,nowadays i kip hear my classmates complain they no time do homework... if someone realli has no time, it's ME ... why ? simple, coz i haf to do housework and my travel time is WAY longer than theirs... i had the same amt as homework as them wad -.-"" although i admit, i had no time at all to do hw at home(haf housework mah), since i always reach school early, i do my homework then lor... so too mani homework=cannot complete.. plus i completely haf no time for revision lor... if completely no hw , sure haf at least 1 hr per day lor... (so mani 'lor' here sia) but obviously,i would spend that 1hour slping... but if no hw + no AEP , i sure will revise one.. fifthly, the teachers always say i'm am slping in class, not paying attention(since i'm drawing and so on... ) let me clarify things... I WAS NOT SLEEPING ! I JUST GOT A HADBIT OF WRITING WITH MY HEAD ON THE TABLE ! and I AM PAYING ATTENTION IN CLASS (EVEN WHEN I AM DRAWING) COZ IT BOOST MY CONCENTRATION ! I CAN NVR PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS SINCE YOUNG, I READ TB ON MY OWN AND UNDERSTAND EVERY BLOODY THINGS ON MY OWN. BUT I WILL FALL ASLEEP IF THE TEACHER'S TEACHING ARE TOO BORING,SINCE MY EARS CANNOT CLOSE ITSELF TO BLOCK OUT THE NOISE FOR ME TO READ COMPLETELY. THAT'S WHY I ALWAYS DRAW AND PLAY WIF MY STATIONARIES. IT'S SO THAT I CAN PAY ATTENTION WITHOUT FALLING ASLEEP . always scold me , saying i slp in class. the guy beside me slp wif his heads up also nvr realise, somemore we in first row in the CENTRE lor -.-" (one main reason why i hate teachers and schools ) wah.. 6oclock liao... ><""" thou shall go off now , coz thou must cook dinner for 3 teens and 1 baby.
Rants and complains written at 5:26 PM
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Hahas... today is hq bday :P but her school ends at 10pm xD and travel tim eback home = 1 hr ... sooo.... celebration starts at 11pm + , when her bday going end liao... sooo sad rite ? (if she see this i'm gonna get killed. :P ) been sick for 3 days ... a bit lucky that today (the only tem. taking day) , my fever subsided.. :P coz if nid get sent home noone bring me home ... holi hw all completed within the last sat and sun... so, heng heng lah :P still doing so mani housework nia ... it's easy BUT extremely tiring and boring ... (i wonder how housewifes manages it) mummy buy a bike liao :P but she dun let me cycle to 'school' (to mrt thr onli lah) ... i not sure the reason, but i think it's becoz scared kena steal .. that all , i think ... hahas ...
Rants and complains written at 8:30 PM
Sunday, June 6, 2010
After MIA for so long , too mani things happened,so everything shall be in point form to save time :) (they are not in order though) -while tidying my things, i found a dairy i written in primary school, so i took it out and read ... to my surprise, that's whr i found one of the reason why i hated most guys so much... it's actually becoz of bullies... i was bullied often in primary school, mostly becoz i'm shy[yes,i'm shy,if not why do you think i talk so softly ,er ? ] and small and quiet and so on , i guess . anyways, becoz of that, unless guys can prove to me they're not like them, i WILL give them lots of attitude . -I talk wif wen hao (part of the gang which often bully me--yes, he's in the same class as me in primary school, but no , he's thr and saw me kena bully, but he didn't take part) abt the bullying thing and like i know, they bully me becoz it's fun.. Wad the HECK lor ... -i met 2 guys which i hate alot in school assembly ... Darwin (if i rmb correctly) and Ryan Cher. they suddenly kip talking to each other when they realise i sitting behind them ... -.-"" like i'm deaf and cannot hear them say my name so mani times .. -.-"" I seriously feel like chopping them up into tiny little pieces.. (and i did so mentally [i'll nvr do it physically though,i'm not that stupid to go against the law,although if we're in a war right now, i might realli kill them and claim that they're killed by the enemies.. ,but as i say, MIGHT]) -the maid's goneeeee , after her tons of lies is exposed and , i prove others that my senses abt others is correct, she's up to no gd. and sure to the words, lots of things are found missing in our hse, for example , mani storybooks,(yes, thr's 500++ of them , but i read them all , so when even 1 is missing , i'll know it when i look through them), anan's clothes and even plates ... -my stupid daddy nvr give my mummy the full $1000 he shld give, although it is true that after so mani months, he finally give (for the 1st time) maintenance fee . (after that he came for the second time , which is ytd. ) and u know wad, he is stupid enough to say that his $780 is ENOUGH to feed and take care of 3 growing (wif big appetite) teen and 1 baby (which,we had no choice but to send to childcare--which teaches her lots of things unlike that stupid maid), which is obviously not enough . in fact, i think $1000 also not enough lor , dunno wad that stupid judge is doing , change the $1500 to $1000 ... my stupid dad even claim to everyone in the region he stay in that my mum take away all his money to give to "xiao bai lian" , which is obviously the opp. coz we all know , his thousands over dollars disappear into china girls' pocket . (to think last time he say ppl stupid, go look for china girls which will nvr give them their love) my stupid dad even say my mum's bf will "eat" us up and that my mum give the maintenance fee to him ... dude,we know him longer than my mum know him (for a few years liao--known in maple) and well, let's juz say , if either my dad or he will eat us , my dad will do so 1st, but he will nvr do so . this stupid dad , after the maid left a pair of shoes (which is OBVIOUSLY ours) due to OVERLOADED luggage, nvr check the luggage for our things, i can bet MY LIFE on it that thr is COMFIRM lots of our things in that luggage, coz she came wif only 1 small luggage , but go wif 3-5 big luggage. -sick during chinese hothousing and 'O' level written chinese... Wad the hell lor... make me write too slow -.-" some more abv that i also got my period... due to that i now can list out almost all side effects of periods. (guys, when u're reading this, u would think period is NOTHING, but let me tell u , when i was in sec 1 and haven't started having it , i thought the other girl are juz faking the fact that periods are horrible , but when i started having it myself , i know it's worst then what they say. ) let's see, the side effects are : (1)extreme stomach pain(imagine not eating and drinking and not going to toilet for 1 week--that pain is not even close,now u know why sometimes girls crutch their stomachs for no gd reason) (2)easily get crams at every imaginable parts. (3)sudden urge to eat weird stuff, and will haf no appetite to eat anything else (feeling like vomiting them out too) (4)sudden moodiness and very bad temper appear (even for those that nvr throw temper , might blow up) and sometimes even kip emo . (5)the smell that is worst then shit.(which is the smell of the blood) u will kip smelling it (although others might not smell it) (6) the disgustingness of the blood.okay, imagine this, urinating uncontrollably and unstoppable for as long as 7 days... the feeling is worst by a few times. And that is JUZ a few to start wif... that's alot more than this of coz,some of them even worst then wad i've mentioned... -i stop getting allowance . coz my mum cannot afford it . I'm depleting my upper sec life's(not including 1st 1/2 years of sec 3) savings (from allowance and cheating of my dad's money by giving excuses like class tee cost $25 when in reality it cost lower than that ONLY , my ang bao $ goes into the bank) of around $400 , which must last till end of this year. and my transport fee weekly cost slightly less than $10 -.-" , so , $400 isn't alot , coz , if the class suddenly decide to go for compulsory class outing, i sure cannot afford liao . (luckily,I'm best at not giving in to temptations , so I can go shopping ,wifout buying anything [although i rarely go shopping]) -I started doing houseworks like washing clothes, hanging them,folding them,sweeping the floor, mopping it, cooking ,watering plants , washing plates and bowls, wiping tables, etc,etc ... and darn my sisters (mainly the 3rd) coz they seldom do houseworks , and throwing them all at me ... the 3rd will onli wash bowls and plate and wipe table , and if u eat slower than her (she eat faster than me and those who eat wif me b4, knows i eat very fast already) , u wash ur ownself. the 2nd , in the beginning , she would onli sweep and mop floor , then after a few days, she would only cook , and when after that , she's sick , she'll refuse to do any other housework. but u know wad ? when i'm sick (as mentioned abv) i do lots of houseworks. .. so, i realli can't understand , the 2nd is supposedly the hardworking one, the 3rd is supposedly the neutral one and i am supposedly the lazy one , so why i am the most hardworking one now ? i realli dun understand lor ... -as mentioned abv, i'm sick in my 'O's and make some mistakes ... for 1 , i spend too much time in section 1 , stoning every now and then . for 2, i nvr use the dic in section 2 ,cozing me to leave mani blanks . for 3, i nvr write finish the concluding para for section 2. for 4,i write too long for section 1. mistakes tat i nvr make in hothousing... i make them yet in the 'O's ... saddened . oh well , i better hope my other part of chinese 'O's pull me up . - i finally gotten a card, a UOB 'student' card :) placed $200 in it ... the procedure darn long leh. the lady 1st ask for my ezlink card and my IC to photocopy. then , she ask me key in a 5 pin pw . then she ask me pin in a 8 pin pw . (all numbers one ar) then for a certain thing , i nid a 7 pin pw , which my mum sees my look (which shows WAD THE HELL...[although i think she's the only one who understand my facial language]) ,objects to it , since it can be done any other time.. -miss kom's last lesson over liao . haiz, i prefer her method of teaching over any other teacher lor . (other than mdm kamilah [the history teacher] ) her method of teaching sooo much easier to learn.. (although i feel sorry for my hand) when i first looked through my chem tb, i thought it's impossible for me to learn all this, coz it's almost all memorising-something i suck at. but to my amaze, i manage it alot better then other subjects, which i thought i'll ace at (for example ,maths. ) . it's all abt the teacher , for me.. coz i dun haf a tutor , and i'm kind of too lazy to self study , although if i do so , i'll ace everything. kind of sad to see her leave, can't see w8 till end of the year meh ? -i juz realise, i dunno wad to wear for prom nite. and i dun think i haf a suitable dress , anyways. (is wear dress rite ? ) my mum actually suggested me to wear the korean dress if i realli haf no other suitable ones... but if i realli haf no suitable dress,i'll not go . (either that, or i'll wear a "mini dress" + a 3/4 pants. --- completely out of place , but i heck care ) okay , i think that is all ... (i think ) for those who finally read finish , i can't believe u did that, coz it's too long :P .
Rants and complains written at 10:09 PM
Sunday, May 2, 2010
moved to new hse for a few days... still not use to it nia... esp since renovation still going on , so got ppl kip come into the hse. the amt of cockroaches is greatly reduced , but not all gone... becoz still got cockroaches eggs in unknown places, hatching ... hse got lizards, but no way am i killing them ( YET) . they eat cockroaches mah , kill them now equals to increase cockroaches no. somemore they not as dirty as cockroaches ... still unpacking nia ... i got 5 big boxes in total and now left 3 more ... >< too many hobbies , i guess... somemore i got too many notebooks and school things... juz purely school stuff (not including stationaries) filled up 1/2 a big box... if juz stationaries, it filled up 1/4 of a big box. notebooks filled up another 1/4 of a big box... (note that a big box can put 1 1/2 of me inside.) my clothes makes up 1 1/2 boxes... (ya, i know, too mani clothes... =.=" ) some is for cold weather (coz normally , at least once a year go genting , so....) some is for extremely warm weather (dude, this is Singapore wad =.=) some is HOME clothes, some is go shopping clothes, some is school clothes , etc,etc add up all together = 1 1/2 big box.. my stupid daddy very TOOOT de... after we move hse, he not gonna give us $$ =.=" stupid daddy.... he only going to give my mummy $200/month/kid and $300/month/baby(below kindergarden) =.=" teen $200 enough meh =.= food+electric & water usage+school things and more , sure comfirm at least $350 liao lor =.=" plus he minus-ing $350 from the $900 he giving my mum becoz of the maid... he hire a maid for us to take care of the baby .. STUPID STUPID MAID ... past owner's son kip coming back, but he nvr do anything so cannot sue him... but still , i will feel very uneasy ... a guy always sneaking around ur hse and ur hse no boys , of coz will feel uneasy lah -.- one day, when i know he's looking , i must act like i know material arts (and the same for my 2 other sisters) . that shld make him drop the idea of doing anything... (actually we consider know a bit of material arts. coz we always fight mah, i very easy one, aim for the vulnerable part and kick,2nd sister is literally a CAT , 3rd sister mah, is strongest and can use both hands and legs very effectively... dun see in school i like very violent and so on, my sisters are worst... in fact the reason why i know how to fight is also to protect myself... ) mother's day coming, this time, i dun intent to give any exp things already... give her she also nvr see... i dun intent to make the video also, coz like those shld be written already written long time ago liao.. i think i juz give her something cheap yet meaningful can liao... maybe added in a card... i shld reduce my mum's burden... i know i shld work, but i dun want to ... coz i know myself all too well.. i hate socialising , so working, is definitely not suitable for me.. plus, i also no haf time to work... one day, i'll create a paypal acc, and use the net to earn $... (like do survey that pays, put ads that pay in the blog, and so on... ) i think i gonna to save $ even more liao.. chocolate waffle, i must stop getting hook on to you already >< unpacked my storybooks and comics already xD i'm gonna get to read them... xD xD after so many months... ahhhh xD i'm getting excited writing this... shelfs of books, juz w8ing for me xD No more tv... but i dun really care... becoz, i already pulled out of it's addiction months ago... hmmm.... so "early" liao .. i better go back to slp ... ><
Rants and complains written at 2:41 AM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
ha... 2 more days of exams... tmr is e.maths and geo ... then the next day is science(MCQ) ... abit "Dead" liao... not becoz of studying... if it's studying i can control mah... coz when i study , when brain tired go eat a few snacks or play wif anan awhile so no prob de... it is all becoz of the new hse lah... sunday nite and ytd nite go thr do something... sunday is to take measurements and sweep around abit... ytd is to do the chinese religious stuff... the hse is in a bad condition nia... during the "showroom" go thr see see, the floor is perfect one ... then the kitchen ceiling got lots of yellowish stains... the kitchen cabinet like falling apart,wif cockroaches (and lots of their youths) climbing/hiding in it... They even climb out through the stove... it's like a cockroach empire lor... then the "hole to displace water" also got lot of cockroaches climbing in and out lor... then the paint of the house like, very lousy lor... can see obvious "out-of-line" marks everywhr... the toilet,bathroom and storeroom's door all working . so when i see this, i thought onli nid to demolish the whole kitchen cabinet and clean the hse completely ... and then hor,on sunday nite when i see , things changes lor... the lousy stuff still thr lah... and then there is alot more paint "out-of-line" .(somemore got obvious different colour lor... coz new paint and old paint sure will have slightly different colour one) the doors of the rooms got lots of nail nailed to it.same to the walls... the floor tiles got cracks made onto it... from the way it look like got a sharp object hitting it extremely hard... no doubt that it is deliberately make one lor... somemore there's still some "tile powder" left on it... comfirm newly make one... and then hor... the windows they say they dun haf keys... if dun haf then why that day i saw the window open and then close. then later i try open also cannot... then hor,we were told that the hse is already emptied and noone live inside already.. got this malay guy living in it lor ... then got some religious thing hang on the front door. tell him take down , he say is his father's one , he will not touch and then want us to tell him take... then his father say he no time ... WTH lor... their thing leh... and hor, the whole hse smells... before opening the door and going inside , i can already smell it nia.. and and and... got alot of cats kip wandering around lor.. that malay guy also.. both days go thr , see him lingering around the backdoor... the smell is comfirm from all "his" stray cats and cockroaches one lor... and if u're thinking that we shld sue them for dmging the hse b4 selling us, i tell u, we sure lose one... coz the STUPID agent didn't arrange for the "checklist" thingy... so they can say is we make one ... I heard from the neighbors that the malay guy steals... they say he got weird personality , and got go to jail b4... STUPID nia... mummy say becoz of the new dmgs in the hse , she had to try to get around 10k more lor... estimated price of renovating the hse to a NORMAL state will cost around 20k .. O.O i save up so long also onli going to 7k ... the hse darm small lor ... although no nid see stupid dad i quite happy lah (but quite sad also , coz i dun think he will give allowance... and he COMFIRM will NOT give mummy the maintenance fee becoz he "not" working.. in reality he working in his bro. company... but he say he helping only... IF helping onli hor, he sure got time bring us to school liao lor. and also , if helping onli dun haf standard time to go to work lor... wad,he trying to fool a 3 years old kid ?!?! ) Moving hse next thurs' midnite, so teachers who teach me on friday, prepare to see me dozing off... this thurs is the "mass cockroaches removal" day... after moving hse,i haf to take care of the baby on weekends liao... weekday she go childcare centre,weekend = throw to me... >< i dunno how to change her diapers lor... actually is i know, but the diapers after awhile will drop off... no more tv after moving hse... i dun mind... really... i got my books,i'm gd... computer also can dun wan... but sure got at least 2 com de... I can FINALLY take out my BOXES of storybooks xD .. around next thurs,after move hse... but i think will be alot later.. coz nid get a bookshelf 1st.. no beds... juz mattresses... i dun mind... seriously. coz slp in my bed also very hot... it's like being in a steam cage lor... (coz double decker bed = put at corner = heat trap in that small area = become alot more hot) . lots and lots of troubles... alllllllll becoz of 1 stupid idiotic man... nap time... coz today slp around 4hrs onli... slp at around midnite, wake up slightly b4 4 due to stupid sister who all of a sudden wakes up at 3:45 instead of 4:45... i bath finish then notice time... by then cannot slp liao... coz to make myself stay awake,i bath in very warm water... (increase blood circulation mah) -off to slp-
Rants and complains written at 1:37 PM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
okay , okay... i know.. i shld revise (or shld i say study ?since some things i also dunno) my bio and SS... but still... i'm not wasting time now... i'm actually eating my lunch (so late rite ? ) and typing at the same time... over the weekend i haf diarrhea so like revise very slow... i did history COMPLETE chpt 1 and 2 mindmap .. then on sunday after finishing it i realise that history is next week ... =.=|| waste my precious time nia... from today onwards is serious exams liao... ytd and today one like almost nothing to revise... ytd one nid revise the format for letters,etc,etc ... but the format paper is sec3 give one so.... today one also almost the same... except i got the format paper... but still,chinese letter writing i more or less get the format correct liao.. coz kip copy from the teacher until used to writing format correctly liao... tmr is ss and bio...when i read sec 3 ss tb then i realise i forgotten more than 1/2 of it -.-|| atleast it refreshes my memory... as for bio... ARGH.. stupid spelling and so mani things to memorise... that's why in sec2 i aim for physics and chem.. not bio and chem... (when ms chua see this,i think she'll be angry :P ) dun blame me lor... my spelling has always been useless wad.. i can't even spell "realise" ... (this one and the few abv ones all use 'com spelling check' edit one).. as for memorising, i told you i got STM -.-" and this, i blame the lack of slp ... (STM can be cause by lack of slp , radiation , etc ,etc ) i blame all the bad things happening on me to (1) my dad, (2) my lack of concentration... (3) temptation (1)my dad:cause me to haf lack of sleep, STM, slower brain,slower reflex,and hence,slp in lesson kena scolded,do poorly in memorising subjects,cannot rmb most hw,cannot do hw fast-tend to do until quite late,copy notes and so on very very slowly... (gd thing abt him is,he gives me $ ) (2)my lack of concentration: cause me to lost concentration in things easily,including hw,studies and hence, easily fall aslp in class (got bored ma) or stone in class... (gd thing abt it is,i lost concentration from con and tv easily too.) (3)i can easily break addiction of com and tv, but nvr from story books and comics... i tried breaking away , you see... i purposely nvr walk pass the library in sec 1 and 2 (i used to go to the library every single recess and lunch break [except p3 when i got that bff]) .. i was tempted mani mani times, but i went through it... BUT , in sec3 , (juz 2 years) i was "pulled" into it (by a mystic force known as temptation) .i know, in sec 1 and 2 , i spend my days at home reading storybooks immediately after finishing hw... but still, it is after hw... since all the 500+++ books i read like more than 10 times each... but in the library, the book i haf either nvr read b4 or read once onli... so i would finish reading it 1st b4 hw... basically, books for me is a temptation which i gave in ... after giving in, i'm dead.. yesssssss....... i manage to do all my hw , but i wasted mani time on it. so hw do till quite late... sec4 now , at least i finish reading by the time i reach home... 1 hr = enough time for 2 comic books :P sometimes, 1hr is too long... ermm... in exams i using friXion... and luckily i did.. coz my writing very messy due to cancellation mah .. my brain function weird weird one, rmb things 1/2 pace behind , so always write wrong things then realise it's wrong... can erase mistakes :D (but need erase quite hard so hand pain pain :P ) chinese like no time to "clean up" the paper lor... write write write... then go back clean up , around 1/2 way "time's up" paper 1 even worst... i spend too much time cleaning up and checking words in dic that my 2nd part a few words haven't check finish somemore very very messy :P english summary nothing to write one nia... somemore ar, cannot change alot of times coz if change will become longer lor. =.=|| i go put irrelevant pts behind (got too little words mah) to see if i heng heng can get a few more marks for pts.. as for paper2... i dunno leh.. i understand most of the text and questions... but i dunno if i "copy" the correct one or not.. (i shld say rephrase lor.. :P ) wah wah wah... write so long liao... ahh...nvm, juz eat finish... around less than 1/2 hour nia... xD erm... feeling quite tired... maybe shld take nap b4 revising... since ember rest is impt for studying... well... JIAYOU for MYE :P (or maybe jiayou me :P )
Rants and complains written at 3:53 PM
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
6 days more to MYE... it's the 1st time i started worrying abt my exams... you know why ? becoz i planned to use it to judge which 2 other subjects to focus on for my 'O's .. I knew this a long time ago... i needed at least a pass in english... (d7, to be exact) which , i am very confident of... I haf nvr fail my english yet... although it is quite lousy, i had noooo idea why... I am a bookworm leh .. i read tons of english story books , i even grew interest in newspaper since young... I talk in english daily at home-mainly due to the maid ... and every now and then in school, due to ppl in other races and those "angmo" type who refuses to talk chinese despite being a chinese... I write alot too ... i had a habit of keeping a dairy. (becoz i got STM,i'll explain ltr) and a few blogs... speaking of blogs... mother's day is coming soon ... i better make another video and update the mother's day blog quickly.. (i created it last year when i realise that i need the space to put all the mother's day videos i made for my mum... i also needed at least C6 in my maths... (either e or a, it's the same) this, i am also very confident... (for emaths lah) i juz need to do all my emaths tb hw and do last min read through, i can score :D I also needed at least D7 in 2 other subjects... i know one of them will be chinese... but the other ? ss,history ? poor english led to lousy way of writing things... geography ? same same... >< i even misunderstood questions... science(bio,chem) ? chem,quite gd.. bio,STUPID SPELLING and MEMORISING !~!~~ and... like... nothing else nia... x.x i shld haf find ways to persuade the school (when i was sec 2) to let me get into 4/6 ... >< My pros are in terms of using brains, not memorising... STM is killing me :P literally... i comfirm haf STM... lost so mani wallets and purse in primary school.. kip forgetting to take my wallet under the table after school in secondary.. (always run bck to take) in p3 i even forget that i put my usable pen and pencils in my spec box and not my pencil box which contains mani inkless pen used for "secret note passing" to my BFF .. and go to my chinese CA2 exam wifout pen and pencil... i manage to "open" the inkless pen and write out some ans... but abit too late lah... still fail nia ... i nvr ask teacher to lend me pen and pencil coz i too shy and then i notice it only when exam started... u all might think something like , "you, shy ? are you sure? " in fact,it's true till now... i dun dare to talk to strangers unless they talk to me first... i order food so softly that i nid to repeat my order tons of times... i am shy and that's why i seldom talk... and becoz of that , my voice got use to being softer and softer... >< i can speak louder, but i had not speak loudd soo long that my loud voice is all high-pitched and actually sound angry... >< wahhh ... so late liao... must prepare for school and bth b4 slping liao... >< so mani things haven;t say yet loorrr...
Rants and complains written at 7:41 PM
Thursday, April 1, 2010
OOOOUUUUUCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHH!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!! MY BACK ~~~~~~ it's IN PAINNNNNNNNNNN ... AHHHHHHHH ~~~~ OOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!! I ... I GONNA ....MASSAGE....MY BACKKKKKKKKKK !! *press at acupoint* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!~!~!~~!~!~ What the HEEEEEEEELLLLLL !! *massage at acupoint* OUCH ! ARGHHHHH ! AHHHH! phew, finally better... but still, it's hurting till now >< stupid bag ... EVEN stupider rule of having to bring every single book home... Why can't the whole school use laptops instead .... save the trees and save MY BACK ... mybag at least 15KG lor ... i'm only around 35kg leh ... alot more than 1/3 of my weight and i carry it for 1 hour b4 school and 1 hr after school ... *ROAR* dun the school haf abit of general knowledge abt carrying bags more than 30% of ur weight daily for quite some time... if that person started having backaches constantly for more than 3 days,he/she better stop carrying heavy bags... if that person have constant backache for a month, he/she better seek medical help... one good news though... a new home is finally found... must move at end of this month... MYE like end 1 week b4 moving house lor... no time pack , so must pack early... i dunno how to go from my hse to chinese garden wif only 1 bus ride nia... i know got direct transport , but i dunn whr .. >< i better start wandering my housing estate looking for the bus... sleep in class again... i found out all the causes liao... Main cause : sleepy... Main cause caused by: 1)moved hse. (stupid daddy's fault) 2)nid bathe (no choice) 3)must be earlier than zy and hq, cause i'm older... ( >< ) 4)homework because do until late late (teacher's fault) 5)i sit under a fan + i got small amt of fats [low insulation] =cold . cold =low regulation of blood=brain get lesser oxygen=system shut down lots and lots of hw... at this rate i dun even know if i can chiong on time or not... me chiong = cannot haf hw.. hw=distraction >< ohhh welll .... my face getting oily from not enough slp... then my skin getting drier and drier every moment... lots of mosquito bites also... >< stupiddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *i'll juz go read comics.... *
Rants and complains written at 5:26 PM
Friday, March 12, 2010
"Put in 50% of effort in ur studies and I'll let give u bck the psp again" If anyone heard this sentence,i guess he/she would probably be darn happy rite ? but, not me... becoz up till now, I was putting in less than 5% and I knew it... I juz couldn't stand teachers talking on top... I'll rather read and study on my own... and get some help only when I dun understand... and i bet less than 1 semester is enough for me to study everything i nid to know for 'O' levels. all becoz I haf a strong understanding of things. seriously... if i put in at least 50%, i would had gotten all my exams distinction... but noooo... all juz bounder-line pass and some even fail... if it's A maths then i no choice lah.. A maths is all abt repeatedly doing those questions over and over again... something i would nvr do... but i guess i've to start working hard.. in fact, this term was a waste... all becoz of AEP and band... if i threw them away, i could at least get enough slp to concentrate in class... but i couldn't ... i had nvr skip any school-related thing without a valid reason... i had , in fact, nvr been late.... except once in primary school for my CCA(in the morning) , i overslp due to midnite burn maplestory oil wif my mum :P I like darn regretful lor... PSLE burn maplestory midnite oil... nvr revise... so make many careless mistakes... If i revise , i swear i could go into RGS ... e.maths cannot last min chiong so must start doing hw now ... english mah... i dunno leh... i read so many english books since young and yet ... so many lousy grammar and spelling mistakes... even tenses also could get wrong... I guess i juz wasn't made to learn english :P bio , everything can last min chiong... I am confident in that... except spelling... spelling must start practicing now... chem... i'm quite strong in it ... juz revise through the notebook , i sure get A... geo. physical is like bio... juz spelling... human mah...juz nid draw out a few mindmap and revise on it a few times .... history.... abit more troublesome... coz nid stronger foundation of english... the information if i revise through it a few times , would be enough... but the elaboration part is harder . nid stronger english ma.. SS... is the same as history lah .. chinese... juz practice a bit on the spelling part and check out the meanings is enough... A.maths...nid lots of practice... >< look easy and sound easy right? but it's hard for me.. the 2 hours traveling time per day and waking up at 4:30 am is killing me... oh well... i'm already trying to do my hw on the MRT and bus already... but it's a bit weird... coz i can't concentrate in the MRT and bus...(kip checking whether i reach or not) so all careless mistake... somemore handwriting ugly :P CCA finally step down :P it's good i finally can haf more time... and my mummy's weekly off is on thurs (a band day) so now i can finally go wif mummy :D speaking of which... mummy found a house :D :D :D i think is consider a 3room ba... got a back door somemore (on first flooor) and a patch of green land at the back... (can do gardening :D :D :D ) i love gardening... it's one of my many many hobbies :D i love needlework and origami and drawing and more... almost all things slightly related to art , i love it... i love being in band too... but i hate playing my instrument coz it's too tiring... if it's percussion then i'll love it :P my juniors actually wrote in their card to me that i'm a fun senior to be wif.. i "bully" them and make band fun for them ... you know, calling a stupid alumni names, writing on the whiteboard and "bully" ppl wif words like : "Kevin sucks" and "M.T. the gay" .... and the some other senior will pull me away and the rub it away , but i'll write it back less than a sec ltr... I would play wif my eyes. (you know, wif 2 eyeballs looking at the centre , then move one eye away and move it back...) I do lots of other "crazy" stuff... but when it came to impt things like concert, they can see me very serious and able to play everything... due to that, despite that i nvr scold them and only play wif them, they are quite hardworking...becoz , they had seen me , nvr missing a single practice, very serious during those impt things,if your senior is like me , i guess you'll like coming to band and even if you dun, u'll feel guilty abt throwing me behind . :P "acting cute" and "being wayyy to playful" is one of the few ways to bring joy to the stressful upper sec life... the other method i can thought of is MELVIN... yes, the GAY... acting gay (for guys) and les(for girls) makes everything funny and laughable... some of my friends always said that they hate their younger siblings but no matter wad happen, when something happened, they will protect them at all cost.. etc: if someone in school bully them, they would want to go look for that person and beat him/her up...For me, I hate the 2nd sis,zy... all becoz of her characteristic ... it's like a cat -except she only had the negative characteristic of a cat.She attack ppl like a cat .. leaves lots of 3 scratch marks on my body >< ... like a cat,she slps in the afternoon and do her stuff at nite... like a cat, she's darn stealthy... let her know whr you put ur $ or valuables, it'll be gone the next day... and she'll act like it's not her... all evidence points at her and yet , she refuses to admit it. she only admits it once... and it's when mummy when caning all 3 of us (major pain ) then she admit... now no matter what you did, she would not admit... like a cat, she loves laying down ON me... and when i lay down back on her, guess what happen ? she hit me... like a cat, she things everything belongs to her... the tv, the computer, the baby sister... even my bed ... like a cat,she loves slping on a mat on a floor. like a cat, you can nvr trust her... she's a lot more violent than me... i see no reason in protecting her lor... i try teaching her her studies but yet...she refuse to listen ... the 3rd sister, hq... her only problem is her hot-temper ... but at least she'll willing to learn... of coz i can't protect her , even what i want to ... coz she's stronger than me... but i'll try to train her independence on me for studying ... and the only way is to make her learn on her own... only when she kip trying and kip failing , then i teach her... i nvr gave her the ans... i juz point out the mistakes and it's enough :D . as for the baby sister,i'll protect her and shower her wif lots of love BUT punish her when she did wrong things and i haf given her 3 chances... nvr give more than 3 chances for a baby... coz they are fast learners... gave them too much chance, they'll climb on ur head... IT ANAN BDAY AGAIN... one year pass so fast nia... i gave lots of gifts to her nia... now broke :P hmmm... despite of getting a nap after the LAST BAND practice,i'm still slpy.. oh well... i'm gonna go to bed ...
Rants and complains written at 8:05 PM
Thursday, February 25, 2010
ok, i dun care if ms chua is reading this or not already.. sure, it's kind of wrong for me to mix my subject information up during the test... it's kind of wrong for me to still be doing the correction during her lessons... BUT IT'S ALL FOR A VALID REASON ! i also dun wan things to turn out like tat -.-" it just happen that i learn abt the YANGZE RIVER in history lesson and straight after that,in biology, i learn abt the node of the Ranvier ... My spelling is very lousy,so my method to rmb is to link the word Ranvier with river.and becoz i'm seriously very tired due to lack of slp,i'm half-stoning in the lessons,forcing the already brain-dead me to stay awake in lessons... I got revise one leh ... and then she got openly say to the class that someone write the node of the Ranvier into node of the China river... and then she say that that someone is MAKING FUN OF THE QUESTION . Come on lah... Wad type of person am I ? I would never play wif my marks one lor -.-"" even if i'm very certain that I can get A1 that is high enough to pull my current mark to a A1,i would not play wif my marks lor... and then she keep looking at me... -.-""" like this the whole class know it's me liao lor ... then hor... i was doing my bio corrections... she put it on the net in a file that can only be open by abode-one of the many programs this viruses-hitted computer cannot open .. so , no choice, must ask my friends to let me copy... but i dun haf much friends... so i ask one of the closer one.... she said tmr lend me ... since both of us always reach school b4 7am (school starts at 7:25pm) ,i think i got enough time. but , turns out she's gonna copy another friend's one... maybe ytd she not enough time or maybe she also cannot open... i not sure lah... but she copy from another friend .. i w8 for her to finish copy b4 i copy her one lor ... then i rushed as fast as i could already lor, but not enough slp mah , so my fastest then (and now) was actually consider slow in the normal me... she "caught" me copying (actually i put in out in the open to let her see[i thought she would rmb that my com cannot open her corrections]) and i told her again that my com spoil... and still ... she make me stay back to write a reflection and tell me abt the Yangze River thing... make me had to rush through my lunch so that i can be on time to teach my junior.. I AM THE ONLY SENIOR available to teach her on thurs leh... i got another junior-sec3 , but every thurs she got music lessons- for her 'O'level music thing.. so, must i teach already wad.. my instrument in this school only me and my sec3 junior and the current sec 1 junior play.. all becoz so little ppl join band lor ... my bag getting more and more heavy liao... sad sad... my back more and more pain... tmr eye appointment... and so accurate nia... last year T3, i set de appointment, so accurate hit a day wifout AEP ... OMG ... so late liao... shldn't had write this while doing hw... (hw make brain pain,and this make brain not pain :P ) so, bed time for me.. nitez .. :)
Rants and complains written at 9:06 PM
Monday, February 22, 2010
i decided... i must freaking stop saying outs things that happened ... =.=""" juz say out my feelings can liao... things that happened shall not be said out unless i feel that it's big... THINGS NOT TO SAY -wake up -bathe -eat -play com -watch tv -read book -go to school -RUN TO THE BUS AND IT IGNORE ME AND WENT OFF (this always happen in my region, and only for the bus number that i take ,no matter wad time, it's always the same.) -slp in class -slp -do hw -play wif my sis -go for band -etc,etc yupp, all the common stuff that i normally did :P today is freaking darm hot... in fact, it's not juz today. it's slowly growing hotter and hotter in singapore... i can feel it-all thks to my sensitive skin >< everyday,it juz grew warmmer and warmmer and turn hotter and hotter... even by doing nothing, right not , no sun , very dark, I AM STILL SWEATING ... even when i'm in the MRT and bus, wif aircon, i feel cool and will always noticed that my clothe is wet, from my sweat (the armpit area WILL be extremely wet) and here's the irritating part... whenever i sweat,my body turned itchy ... if sweat is left for a couple of hours b4 i bathe,i will grow rashes... and all this, thks to my sensitive skin ... stupid weather =.="" somemore my current hse no aircon,the stupid bloodly fan can't reach my bed(it's a double decker bed and i'm on the top) . wif this type of skin,either i grow rich and live in a hse wif air-con 24hrs and a car wif a gd aircon... OR i immigrate to countries that are cold... i know... i'm very very very thin and hence, my body has little/no fats (insulator) to protect myself from the frost... BUT thr's always such things known as WEAR MORE CLOTHES... i feel very tire and can't slp - all becoz of this weather... somemore today is the 9th day of CNY so full of smoke smell -i'm choking :P w8 w8 w8, i'm not racist abt CNY and so on(i'm a chinese,why would i go against them?) , i juz hate the smoke... i'll juz have to bath again in order to slp ... bio corrections still not done, must copy from friend, coz this com cannot open... can only suft simple net -.- oh well ... so here's a problem for PAP ... How do you stop people from immigrating away from Singapore due to the extreme hot weather ? and here's a few solutions i currently can think of... -give everyone aircon for free and the eletricity used for aircon is completely waver off... (wouldn't happen but maybe something close) -reduce global warming and start global cooling .. (trying on it but,still very efficent. maybe regional is more relistic) -make Singapore whr all roads are completely seltered wif glass top(to allow the view of the sky in) and inside is air-con (not gonna happen becoz that means that electricity used is high) all useless suggesions :P
Rants and complains written at 8:45 PM
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
finally bck again . still use my phone (obviously) anyway, HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S. Happy Chinese New Year (now still CNY) so much had happened... on CNY evening,i ate reunion dinner for the first time, not in ah ma's hse... all becoz of xiao jiu... everytime we go, he will throw temper for no gd reason and most of the times, hit anan ... somemore everyone else juz look only,dun even stop him lor ... last year CNY also like that.. somemore er jiu go call mummy the day b4 and say wad , CNY eve not suppose to work lah;my mummy making ah ma sad by not going bck lah ... if my mummy dun work , she'll get fired one lor =.=|| then wad, he provide my mummy wif a job that give so mani off days ar ? or he give my mummy 1.5K every month to take care of us ? =.=|| and then right, is not we dun wan go bck leh .. is *xiao jiu* and ah ma,uncles and aunts that make it impossible for us to go bck to eat reunion dinner... somemore hor, around 24hrs after the reunion dinner started, ah ma called... she said things like, why nvr go thr eat reunion dinner? (i haven't ans yet..) then she suddenly ask eat already or not... (i still haven't ans) then she say is the maid cook one rite... then she suddenly say (here's the most impt part) I WANTED TO CALL YTD NITE , BUT I SCARED YOU ALL CHANGE UR PHONE NUMBER. if she really scre we change the number,she wouldn't even bother to call already lor =.=|| so fake nia ... juz call to make herself look gd (i know i shldn't look down at my elders,but it's too obvious) on CNY 1am (meaning i haven't slp yet since the nite b4 CNY eve) , we walk from Outram Park MRT station to chinatown street (and walk through it twice) and go into the temple and walked to bugis' temple ...then go mac eat until MRT stations open and take MRT home. sok rite ? :P my leg darm tired :P haiz =.=|| daddy bring us to da bo hse... and his side de family hor, despite being darm RICH (they had their own comapanies leh) , they are DARM stingy lor... they give lesser than a normal adult would give lor... no wonder my dad also so stingy =.=|| the whole big big family the same =.=||| must find a time to go to amy thr... she's a friend of my mummy and she's a boss of a few shops... but the ang bao she give is $50 nia ... we like no blood relationship and she not as rich as my daddy's side family and yet they give less than $20 and she give $50 EACH ... even the maid get $20 ... oh well, must try to get thurs free(coz mummy free only on thurs) must try to slp early again ... CNY disturped my "internal clock", so now at night hard to slp...4:30am how wake up nia ... despite that i go to school at 6am , dun forget i got 2more sisters going at the same time... we will always left 30mins free to tied the hairand pack the bag... zy bath 1/2 hour... (5am already) hq bathe 15 min, (4:45am) and i bathe 15 min (4:30am) so , no choice, i oldest so must suffer more >< stupid rule of older sibling must give way to younger ones... *when* i haf my own kids , i'll make sure it's completely fair,must take turns :P oh well, the world of adults..most of them always think they seen though the world and know everything whenthey actually nvr see the whole situation ... today in class ,the teacher talk abt poly life and how it destroys students wif high potential due to unstrict rules... but still, i'm going to poly... dun see like i normally very slack and so on... actually rite, i'm juz rebellious... if things get strict, i'll juz try to go against it... of coz, normally i will do all my hw (unless i forget) and go to school on time ... in fact , my attire is perfect in school ... but at home, i nvr tied my hair and will left a ... opps... dinner time... bye :P gonna eat b4 i slp :P
Rants and complains written at 4:46 PM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
long time no write again ... :P too busy to maintain blog... but, nvm lah ... expect for a sec 4 express from double humanities class and in band... somemore every school day i waste 2hrs away in transport... WTH .. oh well ... Happy Chinese New Year Eve and Valentine's Day eve ... speaking of CNY , i can't exactly get ang bao becoz last year grandfather pass away ... so they can give.. the dun give = i dun get .. >< sad >< haha .. and of coz, i know that while writing, ms chua is definitely reading this.. :P at least someone is reading my blog... nowadays , weather getting worst.. wayyyyy tooo hot >< every moment , i'm sweating... i think i'm gonna bath again... i's SOAKED from my sweat (yes, i'm exaggerating) tonite cannot slp :P so after bathing, i'm gonna take a short nap :P bye :D
Rants and complains written at 6:04 PM
Monday, February 8, 2010
another long long time nvr update... com spoil so cannot go on9... somemore use phone write blog darm tiring... so i juz write some things only.. wed-- PE my pe teacher dun believe i stomach pain(which is almost true as it's not stomach but menstrual pain.) and make me run 3 rounds in the field (wif the class of coz) .. like i will run... =.="" i got heavy flow leh,i run = overflow = another 10 mins wasted on washing & being tortured by the menstrual yucky smell... so,obviously,i walk the whole 3 rounds... thur-- AEP canceled, gotten new junior. (malay girl) mon-CIP ... my back hurts from carrying a heavy bag for 1hr b4 school and 1hr after school... how i wish that SMRT would put students carrying heavy bags under priority too... dun they know carrying bags that weight around 30% more than one's weight constantly will dmg the back ? oh well.. i better continue my hw first... cya..
Rants and complains written at 7:36 PM
Monday, February 1, 2010
gone for so long nia... too mani things happened since last wed... busy wif band from thurs to sat... fri's AEP cancelled from band... sad nia... miss the video... then sat is concert... i got SOLOs nia... i had stomach ache and no appetite ... at first i thought is becoz of pre-stage fright... but after a while , i rmb,it's almost impossible for me to haf stage fright if i dun nid to talk... reason being,i'm was one of the best chinese-dancer in my primary school... i had performed on stage quite a number of times,so why would i had stage fright... ltr then i found out is that my period came... Wayyyyyyyyyyyyy tooo early... it's 28days time is 1/2 of wad it shld be.. why i so unlucky, it always came right smack on days i would not want it to come ? then rite,concert end late late... so even if i run , i might not get the last trains and buses home... my phone low bat, so i borrow band major's... i tried to told him calmly to bring me home but he kip giving excuses like,you run shld be able to catch the last train , if not then call me fetch you... but right , i told him in the first place that my phone no bat already and i kip emphasizing on it... you know wad he say? use the phone booth ... like all MRT station haf phone booth ... =.="" and the worst thing is ... i scream and shout so long the he agree to fetch me rite ? my conductor (obviously knowing i live far away) asked me if i nid a ride home... stupid daddy rite ? even juz a conductor is so automatic , then why my daddy kip refusing ? unless he's one of the worst man (which dun kill and so on) on earth ... sometimes i wonder why is he my father ... it's like we had completely nothing in common... completely different looks,completely different attitude,completely different hobbies.. even single darm thing is different... somemore right,it's common sense not to anger/go near a female which is having her period (which always somehow makes me moody and hot-tempered) and yet when he saw me trying to clean the stained blood on my clothes away,he scold me and say i waste water... i like darm unhappy and moody already and he come and rub in it.. obviously i rebutted him (which he called an excuse) that i'm disgusted by that type of blood so waste alot of time on it and that if he think it's easy he try doing it himself... today ,got phototaking.. so , recess left 15min... i go bck class, change that thing, left 5 min ... assembly in class rite ? so i dun bother going down .. come on lah, girls wif darm heavy blood flow and darm severe stomach ache (which make you juz want to roll on the floor) would understand... you would be afraid that walking down 4 storys and coming up right after it will cause it to leak from the side or wad so ever .. (i try not to wear wings one becoz i always grew lots of rashes after 3days of usage)so obviously, i had brain to calculate the time to go down and come bck up, so i would not go for recess rite ? (somemore ms kom promises extra recess afterwards to replace our lost recess..) but then rite , mr tan yk , must catch us ... he's a guy, i can't tell him that i come bck to class to change that thing and didn't go down becoz no time after chaing it... my first time not going for recess for a completely reasonable reason, and i am caught for it... WTH lor... that's the reason why i also think it's best if everything became e-learning... (except tests and exams) oh well.. unless all the teachers are females lah :P or separate the school into half, half girls only, half boys only... i'm not being sexist down here.. i'm juz complaining and complaining becoz of that thing making me darn moody and hot-tempered and having bloody pain stomach and heavy flow and no appetite to eat.. OMG ... so late liao.. better slp now.. bye..
Rants and complains written at 11:00 PM
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
another tiring day pass by. skipped band for class room decoration... today run after bus on my way home. The stupid bus driver... He saw me. I was beside his stupid bus. And wad he do? DRIVE AWAY. it's the bus interchange leh. The next bus ALWAYS come more than 15 mins ltr. Stupid bus driver. tired la. Bed time lor.
Rants and complains written at 9:10 PM
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Again,i am writing on my bed,using my phone. today,i am very busy ... Tmr would not be as busy as today... But still... It's darm tiring... Today, my band major actually didn't know who's the principal and did not command the band to greet him. So funny lor... Today kena scold by him and still dunno he is the principal. Bb ... I need slp too..
Rants and complains written at 11:21 PM
Monday, January 25, 2010
Using my hp to write my blog again. today,i am very very busy. in fact,while writing this,i am slowly dozing off to sleep... ya,i am on my bed. Sleepy nia. lots of homework nia. oh well... i just rmb this. unlike most ppl, one of the 8000 things gone wrong for me. the cord that's suppose to connect me and my mum b4 i am born,got tangled around my neck. I would haf die then if my mum didn't choose one of the more exp one. Because of this, i believe good luck will always be wif me. Night night , everyone.
Rants and complains written at 10:06 PM
Sunday, January 24, 2010
MIA for a week liao. So much had happened... firstly,one of my worst fear came true... I oversleep in Mrt... All the way to Kranji. Secondly,tuesday will nvr be a late day again... thirdly,the workshop gave free coloured glitter pens and a big sketchbook and lots of those post-it things... It also makes many ppl cry... Most cry because they haf been very very bad... but i cried because he made me rmb my past. all those stuff i sealed in my brain and heart all came bck in an instant. Try and see. Those things in my memories is enough to make ppl cry. The day when i was playful and run behind my friend to try and scare her but instead hit against a pillar and my glasses broke and the small nails cause a scar beside my left eye.the day where i am happily playing soccer in the school field and got sting by a huge wasp which i thought is a bee beside the arteries which ppl always cut to commit sucide.the day where because i am small in size and was too shy to make friends , caused me to be target by class gangs.the day which my sister poke my eye and the next day i could only see white bright lights only.i thought i am going blind.and the day which i know that two ppl from the class gang is in the same sec school as me.they are none other than WEN HAO and Darwin . Shocking right? The day when my dad bring home those china girls home in secret. The day when my dad almost broke down mummy's room door when mummy dun allow my baby sis to visit his family for ang bao money. And a lot more. now you see why i cried? all along, i haf been putting on a mask , even to my ownself. I tried locking away those memories,but every now and then ,they came back to haunt me. almost none of my friends knew abt these. But those who knew even a small part of it stunned. just because i looked so happy like nothing in the world will make me feel down. They nvr knew that is all my mask. fifthly, i know that this phone can access wireless for free. then i almost lost it. Luckily, singaporeans are very honest ppl so i got it bck. Then the workshop got even crazier. Ppl around me all keep crying. For three reasons. One,they are guilty of being bad to their parents (which i am not.) two,their parents are dead. Three , they think those in one is pitiful. For me,i think those in one deserve all that. And two shld try to get over with it. And three, is too stupid to notice that one might just be good to their parents for a short few days. and i gotten kinder joy from linda because she is guilty of losing my phone and nvr folo me to get it bck. And now , my phone is bloody hot so, bye ~
Rants and complains written at 12:56 PM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
MIA for one day again... i'm like soo busy and tired lor... not enough slp nia... for 7 whole days ,i slp for 4 to 5 hours only... and it's not like i want it lor... >< becoz i not enough slp, my face turned "dead" liao ... and then my eye bag very big nia... then my eyes turned red... not sore eyes,but is becoz i nid slp badly... kip dozing off every now and then... even when i'm eating LJS wif my mum,i doze off... the worst part is , i'll haf to slp for 4 to 5 hours again for 6 more days... mon-fri is becoz of school .. then sat is becoz of band... i feel sooo tired... but, after this, i'm going to do more hw... (despite that my brain is completely DEAD) had a performance today morning... ;p it's nothing lor... except that i got a helium balloon and cute nail clippers and ate ice-cream.... oh well,wad would i expect from a performance for that type of stuff... but wad makes me angry is that when we play the first piece, everyone walked away... when we finish then they come bck... WTH is that... then when we play the 1st piece again, they at other booths... only some is listening... only when we play the 2nd piece ,a friction is listening... but when we play the last piece, noone is listening... today is my lunar bday nia... i'm 18 :S gonna do my hw now... gonna go now...
Rants and complains written at 3:57 PM
Friday, January 15, 2010
MIA for 1 day again ... psps ... i so busy ytd nia... school then AEP then band then 'celebration' :P gotten a 48 colour pencil from linda and sheryl... and the lunar new year box of kinder joy (3 kinder joy inside) from sujun and jiaen ... and 2 biscuits from my band juniors. :P eat in Ajisen :D :D so nice nia... but hq and zy both complain and say mac nicer... they dunno how enjoy gd food nia =.=|| haiz... then at midnite pray to god... hm.... i think this year will be a very very special year for me... becoz, it's gonna be the first time i might NOT be eating in my grandma hse for lunar new year eve... plus i'm gonna move hse again on around March or April ... and i am gonna get 'O' level exam ... also,this year , is the first time i starting waking up at 4:30am ... the earliest time i wake up b4 is 6am ... so crazy nia... so many days slponly 4 to 5 hours... plus this week's sat and sun , i'm not spared also... teachers, next week , expect me to kip dozing off in class... i'm already trying my best to doze off but,it's seriously too freaking tired and I dun even haf time to take a nap ... (i always set aside 30min to write my blog while eating...) the only way not to doze off is to eat sweets....(sugar rush mah) but that's like, against the school rules lor... haiz... i dun care liao lah... i try find time to complete all homework (including maths) before reading everything up by myself (i believe wif my IQ, i can understand things by self-study) gonna slp... tmr still nid wake up early...
Rants and complains written at 9:05 PM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
TMR IS MY BDAY !!! :D :D :D i sooo happy nia ... today nite de AEP cancel... if not i juz reach home... my birthdayyyyy's coming , my birthdayyyyy's coming~~~ btw, i'm born at 8:22am exactly :D (no wonder i'm always awake around 8:30am [unless i not enough slp for a long long time]) but... tmr i got AEP , SS test AND Band ... >< sianz lor... band around 7 release ppl de... like this i reach home 8 liao nia... how i celebrate? >< looking forward to my presents :P coz since in my memories, i nvr receives bday gifts except from enyi (the bookmark), baby andrew (used cashcard[for display]) , stupid ali baba(sweets and balloons), my 2 sis (coz we 'trade',die die must buy bday gifts for each other) , pauline and sinyi ... i'm kind of expecting gifts this years... maybe becoz my social circle grew... getting more and more tired liao... kip dozing off... in class, in bus, in MRT , at home(but i nid do hw)... today everything pass through like a daze... my brain is shutting down very very soon ... brain's going dead... zZzZz... going to do more and more hw ... must rmb to look through SS chpt 6 for the test...
Rants and complains written at 8:38 PM
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
MIA one day already ... >< i'm thinking or not posting this blog like a dairy entry already... i guess i shld concentrate on juz writing my feelings despite most wouldn't understand if they dunno wad happen ... but isn't that the point ? since any ppl can read these ,i dun think i shld post everything here ... i think i'll juz post the "major" things that happen or my feelings... ytd,start of AEP ... reach home around 6pm ... >< walked to the "surroundings" of a flat that mummy not sure whether to buy or not ... lousy surroundings... juz one bus stop away only and such a big difference... ppl thr all "gangsters" type one ... all look so fierce ... if realli going stay thr, i think i shld took a long way around that area... *the bck of that estate looks quite ok...* go jurong point buy things :D :D :D (juz NTUC extra onli) kinda rare for me to go out unless it's some special days or if i go to school ... i suppose i'm kind of a "home" person ... nothing today, juz school, AEP and band... tmr i feel sooo **** lor... i had no idea whr to go and wad to do.... school ends 2:10pm but AEP starts 6pm ... idk wad to do ... if go home , i had juz enough time to eat only... waste $2 traveling fee to eat ? maybe i go to library lor... haiz.... countdown my bday-2days my lunar bday-5days sad sad sad... my bday got band and AEP , meaning, i cannot go out celebrate liao... lunar bday *i think*got band performance.... suai nia ... somemore i think teachers got read this blog nia ... >< kinda of late liao... bedtime :P -nid wake up 4:30am tmr... around 5hours plus of slp... see? that's why i always doze off in lessons... i dun haf enough slp... i had sooo little slp that i think i'm gonna fall sick soon ... my brain's going to be dead very very soon ... wifout enough slp (at least 8 to 12 hours ) of slp per day , i can't think... even going up the bus/MRT and down them, is like , i do it wifout thinking.... one day i might juz be woken by the sudden stop (bus) or "radio" noise (MRT) and go down at wrong station...i might even board on the wrong side (MRT) ... people looks at me and always thinks i'm carefree and nvr stressed... but they are sooo wrong... i got stressed out almost everyday... I'm juz hiding from myself by "creating" this carefree me and "acted" it out... it's juz the appearance... for example, my exams... I look as if i dun care a darm thing abt it... but i always look up on chpts that i knew i can't understand at home... i seriously dunno when can i face the REAL me... when can i be brave enough to do that ?? the worst thing is , i dun haf that mani friends to encourage me... and the reason why i dun haf much friends , is mainly becoz ... 1)i dun trust ppl ... all becoz of a accident when i was in p3... 2)i'm shy (seriously,try rmbing 1st day of school,i nvr talks to ppl who i dunno,all becoz of this) as for my family... my younger sisters , they would nvr encourage me... wad they want is my savings.... (i scrimp and save as much as i could and saves around S$100 a term... ) (as for the baby, dun even mention it, she's too small to know all this stuff) my dad, he wouldn't care... he, is alot more interested in being cheapskate (sure, i scrimp and save, BUT i do not buy low quality stuff) and, the "ladies" in Geylang... my mum, she would understand BUT she's too busy working... she's always aslp when i go to school and when i'm aslp, she come bck home... Life's Hard and we all knew that... So, I'm juz going bck to the "me" that i "created" which is wad everybody thought i am (i wonder wad happens when one day i drop my acting [especially everybody's reaction]) .... i guess i'm so used to acting "me" that it's normal... acting the "me" always helps to destress me alot... maybe becoz that "me" is supposedly a childish and fun and carefree person which i created to escape from reality... it's late, so ... w8 till tmr or some other day...
Rants and complains written at 9:29 PM
Sunday, January 10, 2010
MIA for 3 days liao ... did anyone miss me ? :P i'm too busy liao lor :P Thursday -wake up early as usual ... -go to bathe ... -go mummy room play com while tying my hair -go to school ... -slp in bus and MRT ... -reach school ... -gone through lessons ... -after recess,go to open hse . -placed to NP ... -i wan SP, but,nvm lah ... -then go to NP on the bus (provided by NP) -then take their bus to their business department... -take part in 2 'games' and won both of them :P (gotten juz small tidbits and 2 keychains) -then that guy bring us to get the goodie bag and free donut ... -then go to the media department -so many ppl squeezing in the lift :P -go 9 story ... -then walk down the stairs and watch the 'movie' abt NP ... -then w8 for lift to go bck 1st story ... -then go to take the free NP tee ... -then eat cotton candy and popcorn (they giving it for free nia .. ) -then go look for xinxian and so on (you know , the band grp) -then w8 so long for bus ... -since going to be late , take taxi wif 4 other ppl (band) bck to school ... -$8 in total , $1.60 each ... >< -then band ... (boring nia) -then mummy tell me go lot 1 eat dinner ... (pizza hub) -go thr eat .. :P i'm bloated ... -then watch avator ... it's nice ... but i watched shows wif better 3D effects ... 3D making my eyes hurts ... :P -go home after movie ... -reached home at around 1am ... -go to slp (after bathing of coz ) Friday -wake up after 3hrs of slp ... -like thurs, play in mummy's room while tying my hair ... -go to school ... -CE i teach class make paper crane ... (and to think almost everyone know how to make them when ithey're in primary school... ) -lessons ... >< -school over -go wif linda for publicity stuff... (photocopy fliers and print photos) -eat at mac -finish the posters in mac -photocopy them -go to band for openhouse -play flute :P (for fun ) [i can make even a decent sound... hahas ) -then go home ... -hq still playing ... -12am i prepare to slp , she then play finish ... (but sat i nid wake up early so i dun care ) Saturday -wake up 7:30am -prepare to go to school -tie my hair while playing in mummy's com .. -go to band .. -bring lots of newspapers :P -then bandddd... -sectionals... haiz .. -lunch.... -combine... sianzzz ... -then go home ... -reached home , hq still playing com ... -gone to slp , she still playing com ... Today (Sunday) -wake up around 10:30am ... -go bck slp ... -1pm wake up and watch tv... (and eat lunch) -2:30pm show over ... -play com ... planing to do more hw ... then origami lesson i'm supposed to teach to class tmr , i got a plan ... I teach some ppl in the morning , then they help me teach the class ... it shld be faster ... see see first lah ... then i'm gonna rush more hw :P homeworkkkkk .. >< and i'm gonna omit the Joke of the Post section ... becoz i have no time to copy the joke from the book ... soo, bye , :D
Rants and complains written at 2:20 PM
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
MIA for 1 day again ... this time, is hq's fault again ... anyway, juz read on and you'll know why is it her fault in a short period of time ... while,ytd is tues rite ? so i wake up one hour ltr ... but hq juz bathe finish ... then zy snatch the bathroom away =.= ya.. the time she supposed to go to school she bathe ... then i go play in mummy's room until zy bathe finish ... then i bathe lor .. then while combing my hair (and tying it) i play in mummy's com... rushed to school ... went to school in time and did more english hw ... i was sooo tired that i fell aslp on my hw (while holding the pen) then school juz started for 5 mins b4 i go out... (i nvr take my bag , i juz took my clothes,shoes and socks for change... then while changing , i noticed that i rushed so much that i forget abt the white-tee ... haiz... heng the school uni de top is consider a white tee... then banddddddddddd... rushed around, preparing for the sec 1 orientation ... i played quite ok , i guess... although it's not the best i can do ... then got the testing thing to do ... (test the sec1's music ability) then hurry and packed everything up ... then go band room ... then go for our 'recess' then go bck and play wif the sec 1s ... then they left at 1:15 pm... we got lunch break... then after lunch break got 'official' band .. meaning , the conductor will come ... haiz.. then i rmb that i nvr take my bag .. so i drag band major and one other girl along... take my bag and we start walking bck ... then noticed that nobody kip the chairs and tables in the hall.. we kip them (slowlyyyyy .. coz they're heavy .. ) then suddenly the whole NCC help to kip ... we dun nid to move liao lor... they very fast nia .. (almost like the chairs are as light as a small pile of TBs) then we go bck... juz in time for warm up... then gone through band ... play a new piece that was supposedly the SYF piece the band played on 2007 ... for me, i juz stun and copy my junior or the other instrument that haf the same part... after around one round, i can roughly play it out ... but some parts are simply too fast and too many running notes... nid more practice :P then go home.. hq send so many message nia ... she forget my band room no signal... =.=|| then i go home ... then saw hq playing... then i eat dinner and do hw and watch tv... then slp ... >< then today mahz ... i wake up ... bathe.. then try waking zy up ... she no response i dun care her liao .. i comb my hair (and tie it while playing in mummy's com) then i suddenly stomachache ... kip running to toilet ... feel like vomiting ... to be exact, i even vomit but nothing came out of my mouth ... i tried eating a bread ... but still run to toilet ... manage to stop it juz in time for me to go to school ... then reach school... do more english hw ... PE's height and weight time ... height:155.5cm (confirm spoil liao,coz i shrink) weight:35kg (maybe also spoil,coz alot ppl became lighter) then after recess, stomach not so pain .. that is, only for a while ... during the chinese test,suddenly pain again ... stomach is not juz pain, it felt sick ... bio lesson... haiz ... i think my bio teacher is reading this ... coz she know things that only me,my sis and ruixia know and appears on this blog.. hmm... i go home after school... then play com while doing english hw ... (nid internet) Joke of the Post still busy
Rants and complains written at 4:37 PM
Monday, January 4, 2010
MIA for 1 day... coz ytd hq lor... play sooo long then finish playing her turn suddenly say she got hw nid use internet... then she wouldn't stop using the com lor ... >< anyway, ytd i did nothing but playing in my mummy's com (in the morning),doing my hw, eating my meals and watching tv and pack my bag ... kind of boring rite ? actually, i mainly concentrate on hw ... finished all bio hw except essays ... chinese and geo are completed... english ... hmm... i juz completed 2 out of 5.. maths ... none >< guilty :P hahas... then today, i woke up at 4:30am ... (i slp at 12:30am) zy juz started bathing ... and then hq is gonna bath after her ... so i w8ed ... for an hour ... (i was so bored that i played in my mummy's com) 5:30am , i chiong and prepare and bathe... 5:50am , everything's done ... wear my socks and take the umbrella along wif my bag and wallet... 6am , i reached bus stop ... 6:15am, bus came and filled up b4 i went in ... 6:38am, 2nd bus came and didn't even stop... 6:40am, called my dad to bring me to school ... 6:45am, dad came and bring me to school .. 7am, reach school then i found out ms kom is my form teacher >< slp in math lesson again ... maths hw shld be done by tmr nia .. how ar ? still got english also ... i'm , like , soo dead meat ... haiz ... then still got bandddddd... boring and sianz nia ... must rmb bring blazer and half-uni... i'll juz do it after i finish this post ... Joke of the Post busy wif hw ...
Rants and complains written at 8:08 PM
Saturday, January 2, 2010
- Count Down - 2 days till school reopens i dread 4Jan'10 .... but, no choice... I must face it >< I must face the school .... >< but , b4 facing it , i must complete all hw 1st >< 2days to do so many hw... can i make it ? I can make it only if i throw maths away ... but even if i concentrate completely on maths only for 2 days, thr's no way i can complete even half of it ... haizz ... why shld thr be so mani hw ? why is school even created ? ... w8ing for 14 Jan to be 16.... w8ing for 17 Jan to be 18 in Lunar age... that's like , 12 more days and 15 more days ... hmm.... so , ytd i slp shortly after i finish playing then today , i wake up at around 9:30am then i play in mummy's room ... but mummy go to work at 10am ... then i go bck slp ... then i wake up at around 2pm ++ then play com lor ... Joke of the Post i'm still sick... shld be able to write all jokes after school reopens.. (i guess i'm gonna get well in a few days time)
Rants and complains written at 2:31 PM
Friday, January 1, 2010
~ Happy New Year ~ w8, i correct myself... is : UNhappy new year ... it's all becoz of schooooooool ... all those hw ... and the thought abt waking up around 4:30 am everyday pissed me off... plus , my lunch's gonna haf trouble ... must eat in school everyday liao lor (except fri and weekend) dunno my stingy daddy will give enough allowance or not lor... haizz .. still slightly sick... so, MIA for 1 day liao.... let's write everything down... er... so, ytd i wake up early... then go play in mummy's com awhile... then do hw ... then tiger pop-up ... take bus to Dhoby Ghaut MRT station.. then browse through the 3 story high 'This Fashion' .. bought a white jacket filled wif black stars , a cute red t-shirt wif mini shorts, a brown bear t-shirt. quite little but, i got lots of clothes at home already... then walked to bugis MRT station nearby eat vegetarian food... we was abt to go to the temple , but it's closed already... then walk to suntec (near city hall MRT station) and eat Mac in mac cafe(but i'm full already so i juz eat fries and drink some coke) then go to the Fortune of Fountain... I spam 3 message wif the song Nobody :P becoz that's the only *english* song i know wif the name and singers(grp name) ... then after that I tried putting guo mei mei 's bu pa bu pa ... turns out they haf no chinese songs ... :P then we go to the 4th story(if i rmb correctly) to see the Buddha relics. then we go to a restaurant to eat supper... I'm still full so I eat nothing ... then rushed pass city hall mrt station .. rushed pass the mac and see fireworks... rushed bck into the MRT and yes ! , we're fast enough to grab enough seats :P then walked around 20 min to the petrol station to buy some things and walked 10 mins home... >< my feet are sore reddddddddd ... walked sooo long nia ... i went to bed the moment i reached home . then today , wake up early ... play in mummy's com again ... then go bck to slp ... kns lor , i wake up and i'm sweating and my body is soaked (wif my sweat) my bck veri itchy ... this always happens when i sweat.... haiz... then i do more hwwwww ... then play com ... after this , i'm gonna do more hw ... bio- did until chpt 8 (not including essays [no essay is done]) geo-completed eng-left the writing part chinese-2pg left . math-none is done left 3... stop stop stop.. it's going to midnite liao , so is 2 ... left 2 more days to do hw nia ... still nid pack my bag ... haiz ... Joke of the Post i'm still slightly sick (how long is this gonna last >< )
Rants and complains written at 9:31 PM
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
ytd nite bring anan go out wif mummy awhile :P go to petrol station's shop to buy some food, drinks ,blah blah blah... mummy so strong lor ... 30 cans of coke she say ONLY ... =.=|| she carry also like no big deal sia ... for me , i carry until want die liao lor ... so heavy leh.... around 10kg nia .... nearly 1/3 of my weight ... and 1/4 of mummy's ... then go home , watch tv awhile .... then play in mummy's computer :P then slp ... then today ... 9:30am wake up & play in mummy com 10:00am mummy go work,i go slp 2:00pm wake up ,eat breakfast 2:30pm watch tv & eat lunch 3:30pm watch tv & do hw 6:35pm play computer... yupp, i love multi-tasking ... used to it and it saves time ... tidy up english hw (now left writing out 5 summaries for the newspaper and 5 personal reflections and 5 vocab lists for the newspaper.... ) bio hw now left half ... maths left all ... (preparing to die in maths) multi-tasking really saves lots of time er ? maybe that's why i always haf time to slp ... after playing com , i'm gonna continue wif my bio hw ... haha.... still sick ... Joke of the Post w8 till i'm not sick...
Rants and complains written at 6:41 PM
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