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Sunday, January 24, 2010

MIA for a week liao.
So much had happened...
firstly,one of my worst fear came true...
I oversleep in Mrt...
All the way to Kranji.
Secondly,tuesday will nvr be a late day again...
thirdly,the workshop gave free coloured glitter pens and a big sketchbook and lots of those post-it things...
It also makes many ppl cry...
Most cry because they haf been very very bad...
but i cried because he made me rmb my past.
all those stuff i sealed in my brain and heart all came bck in an instant.
Try and see. Those things in my memories is enough to make ppl cry. The day when i was playful and run behind my friend to try and scare her but instead hit against a pillar and my glasses broke and the small nails cause a scar beside my left eye.the day where i am happily playing soccer in the school field and got sting by a huge wasp which i thought is a bee beside the arteries which ppl always cut to commit sucide.the day where because i am small in size and was too shy to make friends , caused me to be target by class gangs.the day which my sister poke my eye and the next day i could only see white bright lights only.i thought i am going blind.and the day which i know that two ppl from the class gang is in the same sec school as me.they are none other than WEN HAO and Darwin . Shocking right? The day when my dad bring home those china girls home in secret. The day when my dad almost broke down mummy's room door when mummy dun allow my baby sis to visit his family for ang bao money. And a lot more.
now you see why i cried?
all along, i haf been putting on a mask , even to my ownself. I tried locking away those memories,but every now and then ,they came back to haunt me.
almost none of my friends knew abt these. But those who knew even a small part of it stunned.
just because i looked so happy like nothing in the world will make me feel down.
They nvr knew that is all my mask.
fifthly, i know that this phone can access wireless for free.
then i almost lost it. Luckily, singaporeans are very honest ppl so i got it bck. Then the workshop got even crazier. Ppl around me all keep crying. For three reasons. One,they are guilty of being bad to their parents (which i am not.) two,their parents are dead. Three , they think those in one is pitiful. For me,i think those in one deserve all that. And two shld try to get over with it. And three, is too stupid to notice that one might just be good to their parents for a short few days.
and i gotten kinder joy from linda because she is guilty of losing my phone and nvr folo me to get it bck. And now , my phone is bloody hot so, bye ~

Rants and complains written at 12:56 PM

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Hi, I'm Ling Xuan and my ♥ ones call me Xuan
I've seen this filthy world since 14 Jan 1994
Studying at ~~Unity Pri~~/~~Unity Sec~~/Singapore Poly
My zodiac is Chick coz I'm a young girl
My horoscope is capricorn which can predict future
I have 3 younger sisters,
Zhiyin (zy)-1 yr younger
Hongqi (hq)-2 yrs younger
Yaan (anan)-13 yrs younger
I am very self-centered and violent, BUT
I dun attack females unless they attack first
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AnAn♥
Pauline ♥
QiQi ♥
Yin ♥
RuiXia
Sheryl
SinYi

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TV dramas
M A N G A
NYAN CAT!!
class 4/7
uss band

Food ♥ Most junk food
Fruits ♥ Durians
Snacks ♥ Chocolate
Sweets ♥ most of it
Hobby ♥ Playing Computer
Pasttime ♥ Reading books
Books ♥ Comics/manga
Colour ♥ Pink
Sister ♥ AnAn
Cousin ♥ Pauline
Parent ♥ Mummy
Friend ♥ Rui Xia

-To fly overseas[USA,Hong Kong,Taiwan,Japan,Australia,etc] with my family (excluding my father)
-To have the school shut down
~~-No exams forever~~ Fulfilled
-To live in a bungalow in Singapore
~~-To get into the Game Design and Development course in SP(2009's cutoff=15)~~ Fulfilled
-To get laser treatment for my eyes.
-To stop going to see the doc for malnutrient & backbone prob. [LAST CHECKUP THIS YEAR~]
-To stop going to the eye doctor for having a vessel busted b4 (done by zy) [heard that it's impossible]
-To draw VERY nice.
-To be black belt in tae kwon do
-To know Japanese,Korean,Malay and Chinese dialect

-To have my own computer/laptop wif internet connection (partially fulfilled)
-~~To have as many comics as possible~~ not needed since internet has everything
-To have a big durian cake on my bday.
-DURIANS
-newest iPhone
-~~get a new jeans that fits perfectly...~~ Fulfilled

-My dad to die [and get his house,CPF,etc,etc. it's alot better than him giving those to all the other girls. and not giving a cent to my mum as maintainance fee coz he's "not" working. ]

-Spicy food.
-Being accused of something I have not done.
-Most Guys/boys.
-my dad
-green vegetable
-bugs (especially flying ones)
-dark
-blood

MIKU~~~