gone for so long nia...
too mani things happened since last wed...
busy wif band from thurs to sat...
fri's AEP cancelled from band...
sad nia... miss the video...
then sat is concert...
i got SOLOs nia...
i had stomach ache and no appetite ...
at first i thought is becoz of pre-stage fright...
but after a while , i rmb,it's almost impossible for me to haf stage fright if i dun nid to talk...
reason being,i'm was one of the best chinese-dancer in my primary school...
i had performed on stage quite a number of times,so why would i had stage fright...
ltr then i found out is that my period came...
Wayyyyyyyyyyyyy tooo early...
it's 28days time is 1/2 of wad it shld be..
why i so unlucky, it always came right smack on days i would not want it to come ?
then rite,concert end late late...
so even if i run , i might not get the last trains and buses home...
my phone low bat, so i borrow band major's...
i tried to told him calmly to bring me home but he kip giving excuses like,you run shld be able to catch the last train , if not then call me fetch you... but right , i told him in the first place that my phone no bat already and i kip emphasizing on it... you know wad he say? use the phone booth ... like all MRT station haf phone booth ... =.="" and the worst thing is ... i scream and shout so long the he agree to fetch me rite ? my conductor (obviously knowing i live far away) asked me if i nid a ride home... stupid daddy rite ? even juz a conductor is so automatic , then why my daddy kip refusing ? unless he's one of the worst man (which dun kill and so on) on earth ... sometimes i wonder why is he my father ... it's like we had completely nothing in common... completely different looks,completely different attitude,completely different hobbies.. even single darm thing is different...
somemore right,it's common sense not to anger/go near a female which is having her period (which always somehow makes me moody and hot-tempered) and yet when he saw me trying to clean the stained blood on my clothes away,he scold me and say i waste water... i like darm unhappy and moody already and he come and rub in it.. obviously i rebutted him (which he called an excuse) that i'm disgusted by that type of blood so waste alot of time on it and that if he think it's easy he try doing it himself...
today ,got phototaking.. so , recess left 15min... i go bck class, change that thing, left 5 min ... assembly in class rite ? so i dun bother going down .. come on lah, girls wif darm heavy blood flow and darm severe stomach ache (which make you juz want to roll on the floor) would understand... you would be afraid that walking down 4 storys and coming up right after it will cause it to leak from the side or wad so ever .. (i try not to wear wings one becoz i always grew lots of rashes after 3days of usage)so obviously, i had brain to calculate the time to go down and come bck up, so i would not go for recess rite ? (somemore ms kom promises extra recess afterwards to replace our lost recess..) but then rite , mr tan yk , must catch us ... he's a guy, i can't tell him that i come bck to class to change that thing and didn't go down becoz no time after chaing it... my first time not going for recess for a completely reasonable reason, and i am caught for it... WTH lor...
that's the reason why i also think it's best if everything became e-learning... (except tests and exams)
oh well.. unless all the teachers are females lah :P or separate the school into half, half girls only, half boys only... i'm not being sexist down here..
i'm juz complaining and complaining becoz of that thing making me darn moody and hot-tempered and having bloody pain stomach and heavy flow and no appetite to eat..
OMG ... so late liao.. better slp now.. bye..