"Put in 50% of effort in ur studies and I'll let give u bck the psp again"
If anyone heard this sentence,i guess he/she would probably be darn happy rite ?
but, not me...
becoz up till now, I was putting in less than 5% and I knew it...
I juz couldn't stand teachers talking on top...
I'll rather read and study on my own...
and get some help only when I dun understand...
and i bet less than 1 semester is enough for me to study everything i nid to know for 'O' levels.
all becoz I haf a strong understanding of things.
seriously...
if i put in at least 50%, i would had gotten all my exams distinction...
but noooo... all juz bounder-line pass and some even fail...
if it's A maths then i no choice lah..
A maths is all abt repeatedly doing those questions over and over again... something i would nvr do...
but i guess i've to start working hard..
in fact, this term was a waste...
all becoz of AEP and band...
if i threw them away, i could at least get enough slp to concentrate in class...
but i couldn't ...
i had nvr skip any school-related thing without a valid reason...
i had , in fact, nvr been late....
except once in primary school for my CCA(in the morning) , i overslp due to midnite burn maplestory oil wif my mum :P
I like darn regretful lor...
PSLE burn maplestory midnite oil... nvr revise...
so make many careless mistakes...
If i revise , i swear i could go into RGS ...
e.maths cannot last min chiong so must start doing hw now ...
english mah... i dunno leh... i read so many english books since young and yet ... so many lousy grammar and spelling mistakes... even tenses also could get wrong... I guess i juz wasn't made to learn english :P
bio , everything can last min chiong... I am confident in that... except spelling... spelling must start practicing now...
chem... i'm quite strong in it ... juz revise through the notebook , i sure get A...
geo. physical is like bio... juz spelling... human mah...juz nid draw out a few mindmap and revise on it a few times ....
history.... abit more troublesome... coz nid stronger foundation of english... the information if i revise through it a few times , would be enough... but the elaboration part is harder . nid stronger english ma..
SS... is the same as history lah ..
chinese... juz practice a bit on the spelling part and check out the meanings is enough...
A.maths...nid lots of practice... ><
look easy and sound easy right?
but it's hard for me.. the 2 hours traveling time per day and waking up at 4:30 am is killing me... oh well... i'm already trying to do my hw on the MRT and bus already... but it's a bit weird... coz i can't concentrate in the MRT and bus...(kip checking whether i reach or not) so all careless mistake... somemore handwriting ugly :P
CCA finally step down :P it's good i finally can haf more time... and my mummy's weekly off is on thurs (a band day) so now i can finally go wif mummy :D speaking of which... mummy found a house :D :D :D i think is consider a 3room ba... got a back door somemore (on first flooor) and a patch of green land at the back... (can do gardening :D :D :D ) i love gardening... it's one of my many many hobbies :D i love needlework and origami and drawing and more... almost all things slightly related to art , i love it... i love being in band too... but i hate playing my instrument coz it's too tiring... if it's percussion then i'll love it :P my juniors actually wrote in their card to me that i'm a fun senior to be wif.. i "bully" them and make band fun for them ... you know, calling a stupid alumni names, writing on the whiteboard and "bully" ppl wif words like : "Kevin sucks" and "M.T. the gay" .... and the some other senior will pull me away and the rub it away , but i'll write it back less than a sec ltr... I would play wif my eyes. (you know, wif 2 eyeballs looking at the centre , then move one eye away and move it back...) I do lots of other "crazy" stuff... but when it came to impt things like concert, they can see me very serious and able to play everything... due to that, despite that i nvr scold them and only play wif them, they are quite hardworking...becoz , they had seen me , nvr missing a single practice, very serious during those impt things,if your senior is like me , i guess you'll like coming to band and even if you dun, u'll feel guilty abt throwing me behind . :P "acting cute" and "being wayyy to playful" is one of the few ways to bring joy to the stressful upper sec life... the other method i can thought of is MELVIN... yes, the GAY... acting gay (for guys) and les(for girls) makes everything funny and laughable...
some of my friends always said that they hate their younger siblings but no matter wad happen, when something happened, they will protect them at all cost.. etc: if someone in school bully them, they would want to go look for that person and beat him/her up...For me, I hate the 2nd sis,zy... all becoz of her characteristic ... it's like a cat -except she only had the negative characteristic of a cat.She attack ppl like a cat .. leaves lots of 3 scratch marks on my body >< ... like a cat,she slps in the afternoon and do her stuff at nite... like a cat, she's darn stealthy... let her know whr you put ur $ or valuables, it'll be gone the next day... and she'll act like it's not her... all evidence points at her and yet , she refuses to admit it. she only admits it once... and it's when mummy when caning all 3 of us (major pain ) then she admit... now no matter what you did, she would not admit... like a cat, she loves laying down ON me... and when i lay down back on her, guess what happen ? she hit me... like a cat, she things everything belongs to her... the tv, the computer, the baby sister... even my bed ... like a cat,she loves slping on a mat on a floor. like a cat, you can nvr trust her... she's a lot more violent than me... i see no reason in protecting her lor... i try teaching her her studies but yet...she refuse to listen ... the 3rd sister, hq... her only problem is her hot-temper ... but at least she'll willing to learn... of coz i can't protect her , even what i want to ... coz she's stronger than me... but i'll try to train her independence on me for studying ... and the only way is to make her learn on her own... only when she kip trying and kip failing , then i teach her... i nvr gave her the ans... i juz point out the mistakes and it's enough :D . as for the baby sister,i'll protect her and shower her wif lots of love BUT punish her when she did wrong things and i haf given her 3 chances... nvr give more than 3 chances for a baby... coz they are fast learners... gave them too much chance, they'll climb on ur head...
IT ANAN BDAY AGAIN... one year pass so fast nia... i gave lots of gifts to her nia... now broke :P
hmmm... despite of getting a nap after the LAST BAND practice,i'm still slpy.. oh well... i'm gonna go to bed ...
Rants and complains written at 8:05 PM