After MIA for so long , too mani things happened,so everything shall be in point form to save time :) (they are not in order though)

-while tidying my things, i found a dairy i written in primary school, so i took it out and read ... to my surprise, that's whr i found one of the reason why i hated most guys so much... it's actually becoz of bullies... i was bullied often in primary school, mostly becoz i'm shy[yes,i'm shy,if not why do you think i talk so softly ,er ? ] and small and quiet and so on , i guess . anyways, becoz of that, unless guys can prove to me they're not like them, i WILL give them lots of attitude .

-I talk wif wen hao (part of the gang which often bully me--yes, he's in the same class as me in primary school, but no , he's thr and saw me kena bully, but he didn't take part) abt the bullying thing and like i know, they bully me becoz it's fun.. Wad the HECK lor ...

-i met 2 guys which i hate alot in school assembly ... Darwin (if i rmb correctly) and Ryan Cher. they suddenly kip talking to each other when they realise i sitting behind them ... -.-"" like i'm deaf and cannot hear them say my name so mani times .. -.-"" I seriously feel like chopping them up into tiny little pieces.. (and i did so mentally [i'll nvr do it physically though,i'm not that stupid to go against the law,although if we're in a war right now, i might realli kill them and claim that they're killed by the enemies.. ,but as i say, MIGHT])

-the maid's goneeeee , after her tons of lies is exposed and , i prove others that my senses abt others is correct, she's up to no gd. and sure to the words, lots of things are found missing in our hse, for example , mani storybooks,(yes, thr's 500++ of them , but i read them all , so when even 1 is missing , i'll know it when i look through them), anan's clothes and even plates ...

-my stupid daddy nvr give my mummy the full $1000 he shld give, although it is true that after so mani months, he finally give (for the 1st time) maintenance fee . (after that he came for the second time , which is ytd. ) and u know wad, he is stupid enough to say that his $780 is ENOUGH to feed and take care of 3 growing (wif big appetite) teen and 1 baby (which,we had no choice but to send to childcare--which teaches her lots of things unlike that stupid maid), which is obviously not enough . in fact, i think $1000 also not enough lor , dunno wad that stupid judge is doing , change the $1500 to $1000 ... my stupid dad even claim to everyone in the region he stay in that my mum take away all his money to give to "xiao bai lian" , which is obviously the opp. coz we all know , his thousands over dollars disappear into china girls' pocket . (to think last time he say ppl stupid, go look for china girls which will nvr give them their love) my stupid dad even say my mum's bf will "eat" us up and that my mum give the maintenance fee to him ... dude,we know him longer than my mum know him (for a few years liao--known in maple) and well, let's juz say , if either my dad or he will eat us , my dad will do so 1st, but he will nvr do so . this stupid dad , after the maid left a pair of shoes (which is OBVIOUSLY ours) due to OVERLOADED luggage, nvr check the luggage for our things, i can bet MY LIFE on it that thr is COMFIRM lots of our things in that luggage, coz she came wif only 1 small luggage , but go wif 3-5 big luggage.

-sick during chinese hothousing and 'O' level written chinese... Wad the hell lor... make me write too slow -.-" some more abv that i also got my period... due to that i now can list out almost all side effects of periods. (guys, when u're reading this, u would think period is NOTHING, but let me tell u , when i was in sec 1 and haven't started having it , i thought the other girl are juz faking the fact that periods are horrible , but when i started having it myself , i know it's worst then what they say. ) let's see, the side effects are : (1)extreme stomach pain(imagine not eating and drinking and not going to toilet for 1 week--that pain is not even close,now u know why sometimes girls crutch their stomachs for no gd reason) (2)easily get crams at every imaginable parts. (3)sudden urge to eat weird stuff, and will haf no appetite to eat anything else (feeling like vomiting them out too) (4)sudden moodiness and very bad temper appear (even for those that nvr throw temper , might blow up) and sometimes even kip emo . (5)the smell that is worst then shit.(which is the smell of the blood) u will kip smelling it (although others might not smell it) (6) the disgustingness of the blood.okay, imagine this, urinating uncontrollably and unstoppable for as long as 7 days... the feeling is worst by a few times. And that is JUZ a few to start wif... that's alot more than this of coz,some of them even worst then wad i've mentioned...

-i stop getting allowance . coz my mum cannot afford it . I'm depleting my upper sec life's(not including 1st 1/2 years of sec 3) savings (from allowance and cheating of my dad's money by giving excuses like class tee cost $25 when in reality it cost lower than that ONLY , my ang bao $ goes into the bank) of around $400 , which must last till end of this year. and my transport fee weekly cost slightly less than $10 -.-" , so , $400 isn't alot , coz , if the class suddenly decide to go for compulsory class outing, i sure cannot afford liao . (luckily,I'm best at not giving in to temptations , so I can go shopping ,wifout buying anything [although i rarely go shopping])

-I started doing houseworks like washing clothes, hanging them,folding them,sweeping the floor, mopping it, cooking ,watering plants , washing plates and bowls, wiping tables, etc,etc ... and darn my sisters (mainly the 3rd) coz they seldom do houseworks , and throwing them all at me ... the 3rd will onli wash bowls and plate and wipe table , and if u eat slower than her (she eat faster than me and those who eat wif me b4, knows i eat very fast already) , u wash ur ownself. the 2nd , in the beginning , she would onli sweep and mop floor , then after a few days, she would only cook , and when after that , she's sick , she'll refuse to do any other housework. but u know wad ? when i'm sick (as mentioned abv) i do lots of houseworks. .. so, i realli can't understand , the 2nd is supposedly the hardworking one, the 3rd is supposedly the neutral one and i am supposedly the lazy one , so why i am the most hardworking one now ? i realli dun understand lor ...

-as mentioned abv, i'm sick in my 'O's and make some mistakes ... for 1 , i spend too much time in section 1 , stoning every now and then . for 2, i nvr use the dic in section 2 ,cozing me to leave mani blanks . for 3, i nvr write finish the concluding para for section 2. for 4,i write too long for section 1. mistakes tat i nvr make in hothousing... i make them yet in the 'O's ... saddened . oh well , i better hope my other part of chinese 'O's pull me up .

- i finally gotten a card, a UOB 'student' card :) placed $200 in it ... the procedure darn long leh. the lady 1st ask for my ezlink card and my IC to photocopy. then , she ask me key in a 5 pin pw . then she ask me pin in a 8 pin pw . (all numbers one ar) then for a certain thing , i nid a 7 pin pw , which my mum sees my look (which shows WAD THE HELL...[although i think she's the only one who understand my facial language]) ,objects to it , since it can be done any other time..

-miss kom's last lesson over liao . haiz, i prefer her method of teaching over any other teacher lor . (other than mdm kamilah [the history teacher] ) her method of teaching sooo much easier to learn.. (although i feel sorry for my hand) when i first looked through my chem tb, i thought it's impossible for me to learn all this, coz it's almost all memorising-something i suck at. but to my amaze, i manage it alot better then other subjects, which i thought i'll ace at (for example ,maths. ) . it's all abt the teacher , for me.. coz i dun haf a tutor , and i'm kind of too lazy to self study , although if i do so , i'll ace everything. kind of sad to see her leave, can't see w8 till end of the year meh ?

-i juz realise, i dunno wad to wear for prom nite. and i dun think i haf a suitable dress , anyways. (is wear dress rite ? ) my mum actually suggested me to wear the korean dress if i realli haf no other suitable ones... but if i realli haf no suitable dress,i'll not go . (either that, or i'll wear a "mini dress" + a 3/4 pants. --- completely out of place , but i heck care )

okay , i think that is all ... (i think ) for those who finally read finish , i can't believe u did that, coz it's too long :P .