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Thursday, May 17, 2012

You know, some time ago i overheard my mum on the phone, talking to someone about me... and then they got to how childish i am... then mum says, "she's not childish, she didn't realise it, but it's just that she doesn't want to grow up" i didn't take much notice then, but after thinking it through for quite some time, i realise... she's right... in fact, i don't remember a time when she's wrong about us. I was never childish before. in fact, i was more mature than most kids, when i was smaller, I seldom play around. i mostly read novels that was supposed to be for teenagers and even adults, sometimes i'd read manga/comics... It's only 2 of them per week though, unlike the 2-3 novels per day. instead of running home, playing catching, I'd walk while reading... the times when i watch tv was when my sisters is watching it, and when they wanted to go downstairs to play catching and wad so in the playground, i'd go with them... but most of the time, i'd just climb up to the roof of the playground, and enjoy the scenery, while watching other kids play, and smile gently, like how grandparents would when they saw their grandchildren runs around. I don't know when, but i became childish quickly, and it became worst as i grew. I was thinking, why doesn't my inner self wants to grow up ? was i afraid of something ? or did i just want a normal childhood of playing around ? if i was afraid of something, what exactly ? the responsibility that came with it ? or the huge lying bias world ? or perhaps...relationship L.O.V.E ? I don't know why, but i know, the day when i know why, will probably be the day when i'm not childish, and back the the me before.

Rants and complains written at 10:57 PM

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Hi, I'm Ling Xuan and my ♥ ones call me Xuan
I've seen this filthy world since 14 Jan 1994
Studying at Unity Pri/Unity Sec/Singapore Poly
My zodiac is Chick coz I'm a young girl
My horoscope is capricorn which can predict future
I have 3 younger sisters,
Zhiyin (zy)-1 yr younger
Hongqi (hq)-2 yrs younger
Yaan (anan)-13 yrs younger
I am very self-centered and violent, BUT
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Pauline ♥
QiQi ♥
Yin ♥
RuiXia
Sheryl
SinYi

~ Links ~
FB's profile
dA profile
TV dramas
M A N G A
NYAN CAT!!
class 4/7
uss band

~ My loves ~
Food ♥ Most junk food
Fruits ♥ Durians
Snacks ♥ Chocolate
Sweets ♥ most of it
Hobby ♥ Playing Computer
Pasttime ♥ Reading books
Books ♥ Comics/manga
Colour ♥ Pink
Sister ♥ AnAn
Cousin ♥ Pauline
Parent ♥ Mummy
Friend ♥ Rui Xia

~ My Dreams ~
-To fly overseas[USA,Hong Kong,Taiwan,Japan,Australia,etc] with my family (excluding my father)
-To have the school shut down
-No exams forever Fulfilled
-To live in a bungalow in Singapore
-To get into the Game Design and Development course in SP(2009's cutoff=15) Fulfilled
-To get laser treatment for my eyes.
-To stop going to see the doc for malnutrient & backbone prob. [LAST CHECKUP THIS YEAR~]
-To stop going to the eye doctor for having a vessel busted b4 (done by zy) [heard that it's impossible]
-To draw VERY nice.
-To be black belt in tae kwon do
-To know Japanese,Korean,Malay and Chinese dialect

~ My Wants ~
-To have my own computer/laptop wif internet connection (partially fulfilled)
-To have as many comics as possible not needed since internet has everything
-To have a big durian cake on my bday.
-DURIANS
-newest iPhone
-get a new jeans that fits perfectly... Fulfilled

~ My Evil Wish ~
-My dad to die [and get his house,CPF,etc,etc. it's alot better than him giving those to all the other girls. and not giving a cent to my mum as maintainance fee coz he's "not" working. ]

~ My Hates ~
-Spicy food.
-Being accused of something I have not done.
-Most Guys/boys.
-my dad
-green vegetable
-bugs (especially flying ones)
-dark
-blood

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